Another BFN & babies EVERYWHERE!! :(
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Hi girls, sorry I've been absent from the chat. Wish I could say it was due to copious amounts of BDing, but it was painting the conservatory. Fun!
So just sitting down to X Factor now. I LOVE Little Mix. Kinda over Micha B - reckon she will do well without having to win anyways.
I've been feeling soooooo rubbish today, really weepy and stuff. Just the whole 'why not us?!' crap, really.... Went to see my SIL and brother last night and she's got 11 weeks left so baby is moving about and they're all excited. So excited for them as they had a mc last year and horrible experience with it so they so deserve it. Anyway, I'm sure (hope) you'll get how I felt...
Kezzi, I've been charting for THREE consecutive days now. Go me! I set a reminder on my phone and although it's a pain in the ass, I'm gonna persevere!
Do any of you guys have your Christmas trees up yet? I'm hoping we get ours up this week
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So just sitting down to X Factor now. I LOVE Little Mix. Kinda over Micha B - reckon she will do well without having to win anyways.
I've been feeling soooooo rubbish today, really weepy and stuff. Just the whole 'why not us?!' crap, really.... Went to see my SIL and brother last night and she's got 11 weeks left so baby is moving about and they're all excited. So excited for them as they had a mc last year and horrible experience with it so they so deserve it. Anyway, I'm sure (hope) you'll get how I felt...
Kezzi, I've been charting for THREE consecutive days now. Go me! I set a reminder on my phone and although it's a pain in the ass, I'm gonna persevere!
Do any of you guys have your Christmas trees up yet? I'm hoping we get ours up this week
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Morning my two peas!
Sorry I wasn't about last night.
We're putting our tree up next weekend I think EssJay. I think I'll feel more xmassy then. Finished getting DHs presents yesterday and they're all wrapped. So at least that's one thing.
I'm not a Misha B fan. I feel like Marcus will win but Little Mix are my favourite. Think I'll vote for them if they're in the final. I tend to save my one vote for the final. Lol.
Ovaries are still hurting today. Not quite as bad as they normally get so I don't think I'm quite ready yet. My OPK lines have got a little darker but aren't there yet. Fx it'll be soon.
We were meant to bd this morning but DH has a bit of a sore tummy so what we're going to do is do it this afternoon. Then we can go back to nighttime from tomorrow.
I'm worried doing it more than once per 24hr is bad for sperm numbers. So it'll be like 36 hours.
Lol so scientific!
Sorry I wasn't about last night.
We're putting our tree up next weekend I think EssJay. I think I'll feel more xmassy then. Finished getting DHs presents yesterday and they're all wrapped. So at least that's one thing.
I'm not a Misha B fan. I feel like Marcus will win but Little Mix are my favourite. Think I'll vote for them if they're in the final. I tend to save my one vote for the final. Lol.
Ovaries are still hurting today. Not quite as bad as they normally get so I don't think I'm quite ready yet. My OPK lines have got a little darker but aren't there yet. Fx it'll be soon.
We were meant to bd this morning but DH has a bit of a sore tummy so what we're going to do is do it this afternoon. Then we can go back to nighttime from tomorrow.
I'm worried doing it more than once per 24hr is bad for sperm numbers. So it'll be like 36 hours.
Lol so scientific!
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Hola ladies!
Well today most just mostly a big fat fail!
Christmas 1 - 0 me!
Thawt i beta get the decs up and start my crimbo shopping (this is actually quite early for moi). Today was totally guna be Operation christmas!!
Insted..... i got up at 11am. Went into town at 1pm. Mooched about with a moaning OH for a few hours. Bort two presents. Got stressed. Gave up. and went to the pub.
Oh and my tree and decs are still in the loft as we speak.....
So yes all in all a very contructive day.
Awwww jaypea its so hard innit hun. Everyone gettin excited n stuff about SILs baby. You are goin thru wat i went thru 11weeks ago then.
Its tough. Spesh seen astho u know u gota paint a smile on and get on with it!
Just PM me if u need moi shug. i may not have any answers or be able to make u feel beta but i can listen and u can vent to me anytime.
Mucho hugs and cuddles ur way lady.
Be strong!!!
Know wat i secretly got upset about but havent told the OH? Wen nephew was born and OH held him for first time and stuff and was happy and gettin excited i was like...NO! I WANTED HIM TO HOLD MY BABY 1st!!! I wanted to see him luk at our baba that way not anyone elses! I felt so guilty cuz it his sis for gods sake but i cudnt help it. So u not alone......
Cupcakey hows u tday have u had ur 36hourly BD? Lol.
I worry if doin it too often/little too. Yer read different things everywhere u luk. We just gotta hope for best really i guess.
We DTD this morning only for me to have a sneezing fit after it....... major seepage. NOT impressed. Lol.
Hope Misha B out tnite but that wont happen. Itl be marcus or little mix out. Which eva one i will be muchly peeved off!!
Ok essay over.....
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Well today most just mostly a big fat fail!
Christmas 1 - 0 me!
Thawt i beta get the decs up and start my crimbo shopping (this is actually quite early for moi). Today was totally guna be Operation christmas!!
Insted..... i got up at 11am. Went into town at 1pm. Mooched about with a moaning OH for a few hours. Bort two presents. Got stressed. Gave up. and went to the pub.
Oh and my tree and decs are still in the loft as we speak.....
So yes all in all a very contructive day.
Awwww jaypea its so hard innit hun. Everyone gettin excited n stuff about SILs baby. You are goin thru wat i went thru 11weeks ago then.
Its tough. Spesh seen astho u know u gota paint a smile on and get on with it! Just PM me if u need moi shug. i may not have any answers or be able to make u feel beta but i can listen and u can vent to me anytime.
Mucho hugs and cuddles ur way lady.
Be strong!!!
Know wat i secretly got upset about but havent told the OH? Wen nephew was born and OH held him for first time and stuff and was happy and gettin excited i was like...NO! I WANTED HIM TO HOLD MY BABY 1st!!! I wanted to see him luk at our baba that way not anyone elses! I felt so guilty cuz it his sis for gods sake but i cudnt help it. So u not alone......
Cupcakey hows u tday have u had ur 36hourly BD? Lol.
I worry if doin it too often/little too. Yer read different things everywhere u luk. We just gotta hope for best really i guess.
We DTD this morning only for me to have a sneezing fit after it....... major seepage. NOT impressed. Lol.
Hope Misha B out tnite but that wont happen. Itl be marcus or little mix out. Which eva one i will be muchly peeved off!!
Ok essay over.....
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Haha hey sweetie. Yes we got in our 36 hour BD. Hubby was very excited. We were out shopping for presents and he was like 'we have to get home!' lol!
Also in good news I got a super positive OPK so I'm happy with that.
I understand totally about you feeling jealous babes. It'll be your turn soon. Xxxxx
Also in good news I got a super positive OPK so I'm happy with that.
I understand totally about you feeling jealous babes. It'll be your turn soon. Xxxxx
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Go Kezzipea... Bonk, Bonk Bonk away!
We do the 36 hour thing too. I was told by the surgeon who did the reversal that doing it twice a day is not the way to get twice as many of the little blighters in position as it can mean they are not totally mature. I cant bring myself to wait 48 hours... what if my little egg dies in that time?! 36 hours it is for me too. Much handier when this falls over a weekend as I am NOT a morning person AT ALL!
Missed the X factor chat as i had my nephew to stay. He is only 10 weeks so it gives me a little baby fix! Anther friend of mine gave birth to a little girl at the weekend. The little minx was texting me through labour and didnt even tell me. This was actually really thoughtful of her in a way as she knows what TTC is like.
AF meant to arrive around the weekend. I have an event this week and a christmas party on Saturday. I will definitely test on Sat morning as it will decided on whether I get to have the one little glass of wine of not!
Have a lovely day ladies
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We do the 36 hour thing too. I was told by the surgeon who did the reversal that doing it twice a day is not the way to get twice as many of the little blighters in position as it can mean they are not totally mature. I cant bring myself to wait 48 hours... what if my little egg dies in that time?! 36 hours it is for me too. Much handier when this falls over a weekend as I am NOT a morning person AT ALL!
Missed the X factor chat as i had my nephew to stay. He is only 10 weeks so it gives me a little baby fix!
Anther friend of mine gave birth to a little girl at the weekend. The little minx was texting me through labour and didnt even tell me. This was actually really thoughtful of her in a way as she knows what TTC is like. AF meant to arrive around the weekend. I have an event this week and a christmas party on Saturday. I will definitely test on Sat morning as it will decided on whether I get to have the one little glass of wine of not!
Have a lovely day ladies
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Hi ladies,
Happy Monday - if there is such a thing?
AF came on Saturday so OH left me with a bottle of wine and X-Factor / I am a Celeb (he escaped with his PS3 to his brothers house)
Felt sad that 2011 is over for us in terms of TTC.
We want to wait untill after I have been to recurrent miscarriage clinic in Jan anyway as I didn't want to miscarry again, but we'd been NTNP so I still had a teeny bit of hope!! Was gutted when AF arrived but I felt much better after some wine
As we have appointment on 6th Jan I thought we'd be OK to going back to TTC this month?? I'd be due on 3rd /4th Jan??
However my fertile days this month will be 14-19th Dec (according to BBC ovulation calendar that has been very accurate for me). OH goes to Japan on 14th and gets back on 19th. Can you frigging believe that?
So looks as though we may well be waiting until Jan until TTC again!
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Happy Monday - if there is such a thing?
AF came on Saturday so OH left me with a bottle of wine and X-Factor / I am a Celeb (he escaped with his PS3 to his brothers house)
Felt sad that 2011 is over for us in terms of TTC.
We want to wait untill after I have been to recurrent miscarriage clinic in Jan anyway as I didn't want to miscarry again, but we'd been NTNP so I still had a teeny bit of hope!! Was gutted when AF arrived but I felt much better after some wine
As we have appointment on 6th Jan I thought we'd be OK to going back to TTC this month?? I'd be due on 3rd /4th Jan??
However my fertile days this month will be 14-19th Dec (according to BBC ovulation calendar that has been very accurate for me). OH goes to Japan on 14th and gets back on 19th. Can you frigging believe that?
So looks as though we may well be waiting until Jan until TTC again!
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Sods Law on those flights!
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Hello forum friendlings!
Its mondayyyyy - woop de frikkin doo!!!
Awwwww Carnat that is a big pile of poop. AF is stoopid stoopid stoopid!
Mucho hugs hun. I hope u enjoyed ur bottle of vino. Mr wine is our friend!
2012 will be ur year chickyyyyy!!! X fingers for yhoooo!
Ahhhhh i get so confoozed as to wat we're ment to do and wat we're not. Is it every other day or every day. Twice a day is too much or not. We DTD twice yesterday but it was more a random natural thing rather that sticking to my normally very strict rota!! Lol. So now im wondering if i shudnt. and does that mean ive buggered it up? Raaaaa major stress!!!
I duno how any doc or friend can say ohhhh just try to relax, dont get stressed....... IM A TTC LUNATIC!!!!
Oh ladies i also have another question if u cud help.....
This cycle i have been doing just the normal strip OPKs. Before now ive had the CB smiley face ones. But bcuz it is December...tis the season to be ABSOLUTELY SKINT!!! So i have downgraded this month.
Now i no any other result line that isnt just as dark or darker than the test line is a NEG. But i started OPK on CD9 which was quite dark but def not same as test line....and since then its got lighter and lighter.....
Soooooo i was just wondering..... in ur experience (cuz i no we not doctors) does that mean nothing? And that our hormones just go up and down thru-out our cycle. Or do u think ive totally missed OV and maybe i OV on cd7/8 and it the hormones calming down agen?
I know i cud just wait and see.....but im by far a patient person and can become quite crabby if i get stressed.
Thankyou lovely ladies!!!
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PS: Jaypea one of ur eggs just pee'd all over ur ovary.....
Its mondayyyyy - woop de frikkin doo!!!
Awwwww Carnat that is a big pile of poop. AF is stoopid stoopid stoopid!
Mucho hugs hun. I hope u enjoyed ur bottle of vino. Mr wine is our friend!
2012 will be ur year chickyyyyy!!! X fingers for yhoooo!
Ahhhhh i get so confoozed as to wat we're ment to do and wat we're not. Is it every other day or every day. Twice a day is too much or not. We DTD twice yesterday but it was more a random natural thing rather that sticking to my normally very strict rota!! Lol. So now im wondering if i shudnt. and does that mean ive buggered it up? Raaaaa major stress!!!
I duno how any doc or friend can say ohhhh just try to relax, dont get stressed....... IM A TTC LUNATIC!!!!
Oh ladies i also have another question if u cud help.....
This cycle i have been doing just the normal strip OPKs. Before now ive had the CB smiley face ones. But bcuz it is December...tis the season to be ABSOLUTELY SKINT!!! So i have downgraded this month.
Now i no any other result line that isnt just as dark or darker than the test line is a NEG. But i started OPK on CD9 which was quite dark but def not same as test line....and since then its got lighter and lighter.....
Soooooo i was just wondering..... in ur experience (cuz i no we not doctors) does that mean nothing? And that our hormones just go up and down thru-out our cycle. Or do u think ive totally missed OV and maybe i OV on cd7/8 and it the hormones calming down agen?
I know i cud just wait and see.....but im by far a patient person and can become quite crabby if i get stressed.
Thankyou lovely ladies!!!
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PS: Jaypea one of ur eggs just pee'd all over ur ovary.....
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Just been told someone else I know is pregnant!!!
She's not a close friend but a colleague (she ended up shacking up with someone else who worked with us, who was MARRIED at the time they started seeing each other!!)
She is still early, and didn't expect to 'conceive so quickly' as she only just stopped taking the pill.
How is that fair??
Do people realise how hard some of us strive to become mother's and how much heart ache we suffer??
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She's not a close friend but a colleague (she ended up shacking up with someone else who worked with us, who was MARRIED at the time they started seeing each other!!)
She is still early, and didn't expect to 'conceive so quickly' as she only just stopped taking the pill.
How is that fair??
Do people realise how hard some of us strive to become mother's and how much heart ache we suffer??
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Awwww shug i think we ALL know where u coming from on here.
The amount of times ive plastered on a fake smile and sed 'awwwww congratulations!" wen all ive wanted to do is SCREAMMMMMM ITS NOT FAIRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some people duno how easy theyve got it.
Yer think we'd get a break at some point but NOOOOOOO every month a BFN and then maybe a MC thrown in there every now and then.... and i swear every month that goes by another pregnancy is announced on FB!!
Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Theres a girl (i say shes a mate, even tho thats highly debateable).... Who found out she was preg couple mths ago....kept drinking n smoking. Had a perfect 12week scan. Now got a perfect bump. to go with her perfect hair. and her perfect world. SCREEAAAMMMM!!
I sound like a bitch but im not, she isnt a very nice person. Pretty on outside but ugly on inside. So that annoys me evn more!!!
Plus shes more my best mates NEW best mate.....if yer get me, so that mite make me a little more resentful.
Aparantly i didnt 'go out' enuf wen i was having my MCs so she must have had to replace me!
Arghhhh rant over
So yeah hun even tho its highly irritating and SO unfair........ us lot seem to fall at the hurdle every time whilst some ungrafeful poo people race ahead!
Meh!!!!!!!
Mucho hugs hun u can get thru thissssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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The amount of times ive plastered on a fake smile and sed 'awwwww congratulations!" wen all ive wanted to do is SCREAMMMMMM ITS NOT FAIRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some people duno how easy theyve got it.
Yer think we'd get a break at some point but NOOOOOOO every month a BFN and then maybe a MC thrown in there every now and then.... and i swear every month that goes by another pregnancy is announced on FB!!
Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Theres a girl (i say shes a mate, even tho thats highly debateable).... Who found out she was preg couple mths ago....kept drinking n smoking. Had a perfect 12week scan. Now got a perfect bump. to go with her perfect hair. and her perfect world. SCREEAAAMMMM!!
I sound like a bitch but im not, she isnt a very nice person. Pretty on outside but ugly on inside. So that annoys me evn more!!!
Plus shes more my best mates NEW best mate.....if yer get me, so that mite make me a little more resentful.
Aparantly i didnt 'go out' enuf wen i was having my MCs so she must have had to replace me!
Arghhhh rant over
So yeah hun even tho its highly irritating and SO unfair........ us lot seem to fall at the hurdle every time whilst some ungrafeful poo people race ahead!
Meh!!!!!!!
Mucho hugs hun u can get thru thissssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thanks Kezzi.
I am not usually like this - I am a pretty positive person most of the time (honestly LOL!)
I saw a friend last week who knows all about my issues and all she did was moan about being pregnant (she is having a sweep on 8th so pretty close to popping). She is having a horrible pregnancy but it took her a year to conceive [after an ectopic] so I was totally taken aback by her attitude!! That was the start of me feeling like shit to be honest....
I look forward to every solitary second of being pregnant - every blood test, every time I throw up, every pound I put on!
I try to look at this as a test of patience - to be a Mum I have to be patient and TTC is good practice for that? BUT it does annoy me that some people can get preggers like *that* and have no idea how some of us struggle and yearn for what they have!
Grrrr - I am a sourpuss today ladies so please forgive me!
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I am not usually like this - I am a pretty positive person most of the time (honestly LOL!)
I saw a friend last week who knows all about my issues and all she did was moan about being pregnant (she is having a sweep on 8th so pretty close to popping). She is having a horrible pregnancy but it took her a year to conceive [after an ectopic] so I was totally taken aback by her attitude!! That was the start of me feeling like shit to be honest....
I look forward to every solitary second of being pregnant - every blood test, every time I throw up, every pound I put on!
I try to look at this as a test of patience - to be a Mum I have to be patient and TTC is good practice for that? BUT it does annoy me that some people can get preggers like *that* and have no idea how some of us struggle and yearn for what they have!
Grrrr - I am a sourpuss today ladies so please forgive me!
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LOL!
I am not feeling like exercising today (I swore I would go back to working out when AF came ) but I will walk home.
Sainsbury's have Prosecco on special offer to I may nip in a grab a few bottles - they make nice pressies (I will keep a bottle or two for myself of course!)
I sound like a sourpuss alchie now LOL! They will be put away for Xmas
I am not feeling like exercising today (I swore I would go back to working out when AF came
) but I will walk home.Sainsbury's have Prosecco on special offer to I may nip in a grab a few bottles - they make nice pressies (I will keep a bottle or two for myself of course!)
I sound like a sourpuss alchie now LOL! They will be put away for Xmas
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Aww Carnat. I know exactly how you feel. Xxxx All I can say is you've got us.
OPKs have been positive for last 24 hr or so.
We BDd at 3pm yesterday and then at 5.30pm today when we got in from work.
Now my ovaries are really hurting! Fingers crossed we had good timing.
Going to do it tomorrow and Wednesday again for luck.
Then Hubby will be happy as I have an oral sex ban during TTC and he keeps going on about it! Lol.
OPKs have been positive for last 24 hr or so.
We BDd at 3pm yesterday and then at 5.30pm today when we got in from work.
Now my ovaries are really hurting! Fingers crossed we had good timing.
Going to do it tomorrow and Wednesday again for luck.
Then Hubby will be happy as I have an oral sex ban during TTC and he keeps going on about it! Lol.
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OH goes away a week tomorrow so we need to squeeze in some BD'ing as soon as we can (it will be a few more days!). I'm not sure what time he gets back on 19th but that is my last fertile day so he's getting dragged straight to the boudoir LOL!
We did concieve first time around just by having regular sex (we weren't watching dates or anything) but I won't hold my breath for this month
On the upside I have booked my smear - I am few months late in having it done so keen to get it sorted.
In fact I am having a smear and seeing the dentist in the space of 48 hours next week!!!
I feel like such a grown up
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We did concieve first time around just by having regular sex (we weren't watching dates or anything) but I won't hold my breath for this month
On the upside I have booked my smear - I am few months late in having it done so keen to get it sorted.
In fact I am having a smear and seeing the dentist in the space of 48 hours next week!!!
I feel like such a grown up
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Hey hun
Ahhh i just read ur other thread bout putting TTC on hold.
Has the doc actually told u to do this?
I know it seems the sensible thing to do and everyone has there own choices but i did this back in June/july after my MMC whilst waiting to see the consultant (thinkin it wud be a gud idea to wait until i knew wat was wrong)
I went back on the pill as i dont like 'nodders' (lol) thinkin id be ok.... not knowing it wud eff my cycles up!
I went to the doc two months later having waited on waiting list and he sed to carry on trying n no need to stop trying as theyd help me either way if i became preg or not. They do blood tests anyways.
So for me taking abreak was the wrong move. I delayed everything, and now i cant seem to ovulate properly after being on the pill agen. I often wonder if id be preg by now.
Its so frustrating!!!!
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF IM HAVING A DOWN DAY TODAY!!!
And just wanna cryyyyyy
The whole world is poop.
Big thumbs down to the world.
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Ahhh i just read ur other thread bout putting TTC on hold.
Has the doc actually told u to do this?
I know it seems the sensible thing to do and everyone has there own choices but i did this back in June/july after my MMC whilst waiting to see the consultant (thinkin it wud be a gud idea to wait until i knew wat was wrong)
I went back on the pill as i dont like 'nodders' (lol) thinkin id be ok.... not knowing it wud eff my cycles up!
I went to the doc two months later having waited on waiting list and he sed to carry on trying n no need to stop trying as theyd help me either way if i became preg or not. They do blood tests anyways.
So for me taking abreak was the wrong move. I delayed everything, and now i cant seem to ovulate properly after being on the pill agen. I often wonder if id be preg by now.
Its so frustrating!!!!
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF IM HAVING A DOWN DAY TODAY!!!
And just wanna cryyyyyy
The whole world is poop.
Big thumbs down to the world.
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Hey Kezzi,
I think I needed a month off just to have a normal period - I wasn't advised to do this, I just felt I 'needed' to. I just didn't want another M/c
We were NTNP though - we hate condoms and there is no way on Earth I am going back on the pill....
This month we'll carry on NTNP and if it happens then I'll find out just before my appointment.
Everyone is a winner.
I've been so gloomy for about a week now. Think Christmas is bringing home the fact I should have been pregnant and I'm not BUT I am trying to keep my chin up and make this an excellent Xmas... Hopefully it will be my last one without a baby / being preggers!
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2012 and is going to be a wonderful year and I look forward to us all getting our BFP's very soon
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I think I needed a month off just to have a normal period - I wasn't advised to do this, I just felt I 'needed' to. I just didn't want another M/c
We were NTNP though - we hate condoms and there is no way on Earth I am going back on the pill....
This month we'll carry on NTNP and if it happens then I'll find out just before my appointment.
Everyone is a winner.
I've been so gloomy for about a week now. Think Christmas is bringing home the fact I should have been pregnant and I'm not
BUT I am trying to keep my chin up and make this an excellent Xmas... Hopefully it will be my last one without a baby / being preggers!xxxxxxxxxxx
2012 and is going to be a wonderful year and I look forward to us all getting our BFP's very soon
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