Hi in July 2015 after finding out i was pregnant and in very bad situation I decided to under go an abortion which I fully regret giving the situation I am in now. Im now back with my partner and we have our own home. I stopped taking my pill 4 months ago and have been trying to conceive since. There have been so many months I have thought I have been pregnant due to late periods. This month I feel so much different my boobs are really sore, have grown in size and I have white dots all over and around my nipples. I am currently around a week late and i am so anxious i have been testing nearly everyday but they're all negative. I keep comparing how I feel now to how I felt last year when i was pregnant and the only thing which is missing is feeling constantly sick but this may be down to the fact i was 8 weeks last time. I am so worried I have screwed up and thrown away my only chance does anybody have any similar situations or any advice?