Am I pregnant?

[Missc]

Hi in July 2015 after finding out i was pregnant and in very bad situation I decided to under go an abortion which I fully regret giving the situation I am in now. Im now back with my partner and we have our own home. I stopped taking my pill 4 months ago and have been trying to conceive since. There have been so many months I have thought I have been pregnant due to late periods. This month I feel so much different my boobs are really sore, have grown in size and I have white dots all over and around my nipples. I am currently around a week late and i am so anxious i have been testing nearly everyday but they're all negative. I keep comparing how I feel now to how I felt last year when i was pregnant and the only thing which is missing is feeling constantly sick but this may be down to the fact i was 8 weeks last time. I am so worried I have screwed up and thrown away my only chance does anybody have any similar situations or any advice?

 

[roxyroo]

I don't think you have screwed up your only chance Hun maybe just the pressure of trying to conceive is holding you back. Your not out until your period shows. Your symptoms sound promising though X