Am I Insane?

[kay1]

*UPDATE*

I went to the doctors today, was given another urine test, came back negative and the doctor basically quickly told me to ignore the symptoms.




Ok, I know this all may sound stupid, but I can't let this go.

I'm 19 and scared, I'm not ready for a baby.

From 2 weeks after the possible conception date I'v been getting weird feelings - my nipples have darkened, I started peeing more, getting tired more, getting erratic moods, Im sure my breasts have gotten bigger. I had a very light period.

If I am pregnant I'd now be 6, almost 7 weeks. Down there I feel very very different - its kind of swollen, get bigger at the same time - its hard to describe. I'm scared its so different..

And the home pregnancy tests have all turned back negative, I'v taken them a few times now.. my boyfriend thinks I'm nuts, but I can't let this go.

Is this a false pregnancy? should I even be getting these symptoms this early, is it all in my head?

The doctors I'm due for an appointment this thursday - but they tried referring me to a midwife yet I'm getting negatives on tests. What should I ask them for?

I know this board is pro life most probably so I am really sorry if you don't like the a word.. but I can't cope with a birth, and I'm going to find this hard to deal with, so I need to know early rather than later.

Thanks.

 

[MagicMarkers]

I domnt understand hun what makes you think your pregnant did you do a positive test at some point or is it just symptoms ??

 

[kay1]

Its just the symptoms, I didnt get a possitive on a test

 

[babyblonde]

You should probably ask your doctor for a blood test hun - that should give you an answer

 

[HannahD]

I had all those symptoms start just a week after conception and that's how I knew I was pregnant but my tests were positive.
Get them to do a blood test as that will def confirm whether you are pregnant or not.

It is very scary even when your pregnancy is planned and personally, I think it's better to bring a child into the world that will be wanted and loved so I have no problem with the choice you decide to make.

Good luck.

 

[Minxy]

You're welcome on the advice about your symptoms but as for decisions about your prenancy.............well

Hope you get the result you want xx I agree, a blood test sounds best.

 

[M&Ms]

Some ladies don't register on the home tests for ages and only show on a blood test. You might be one of those. Try to relax and not worry about it (that in itself can sometimes delay periods) and ask your doctor to arrange a blood test.

 

[yummy-mummy]

From what I can remember a positive is always a positive but a negative can be a false positive.

It's your decision as to what you do. Not everyone is ready for children so your decision must be made by you and you alone as bringing a child into this world when it's not what you want will not be beneficial to you or a baby.

Go to the doctors and find out where you are and after that take some time to yourself to make your decision.