I want to thank everyone for all your kind words.
I went to the doctors today and they have done a blood test to double check, although they think its very unlikely with the 7 negatives iv had, its more to check for another reason more than anything. Basically I didnt recieve good news today, I wont go into details as I can hardly believe things myself however Im awaiting some rather scary test results that hopefully will be back early next week to let us know things one way or the other.
Thankyou all so much, your replies really make you realise just how close a place this is and how amazing you all are.