After 3 losses I have decided that I can't TTC any longer. I need a break!

[CARNAT22]

Feeling a bit sorry for myself today I must say.

It's been a shitty few months and after the joy of 2 BFP's I am left facing the fact that I just cannot stay pregnant.

Last month (our first proper month of TTC) was very stressful and in all honesty I hated it.

I hated telling the OH that he had to want sex on certain dates, I hated the waiting, I hated the stress of wondering if we'd caught the egg. I just found it all very contrived.

I guess my main issue is that I am all too aware that after 3 BFP's I shouldn't still be TTC. I 'should' be pregnant

I am not getting any younger and I will be at the youngest 32 if we are lucky enough to ever be blessed with a sticky bean.

I feel so defeated.

Sorry to be so blah ladies, I just need a rant I think!

xxxxxxxxxx

 

[hopefulmummy]

Hugs. I felt the same - I had 1 mc and 1 mmc and it's so hard. Xx

 

[hopefulmummy]

But just stay positive and maybe stop "trying" and go down the "see what will happen." can your doc not refer you for tests?? Xx

 

[cosmicgirl]

I know how you feel
After my mc in January I gave up, then tried again, failed, then gave up again and again!
I'm currently on a break, I understand where you are coming from not wanting to ttc again xxxxx


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