hi Ladies, please need you serious advice,
I feel like am having a melt breakdown, seems like nothing going right for me sorry but needed a rant.
OH and I seems to be on different pages most occasion, he comes home late and says "i was finishing off some work" plus also its near his side of family area where he works . Other hand am here stuck with the child middle of having no one around the area which is fine in most times but can be lonely most times too. I dont know whether hes telling the truth and tells me white lies.
I know I shouldn't have done this but what I have done is snooping in and find out the bills aint up the date and on top of that, hes working part time dont want to find full time, we are ABSOLUTELY into mess (financially) and hes aint talking to me about it.
I simply dont understand why he keeps secrets from me and especially if I know hes getting less money and not keeping up with household bills. he likes to keep it into himself till he find a solution.
Everything seems okay apart from not sharing everything, aint life about sharing experience and getting things through together regardless how tough the situation is
Sometimes I feel I want to quit and leave without telling but some part of me believe I can fix it,
Sorry to mention. also seems like he listen to his family more than me, if they tell him to jump off the cliff might say ok but when If I say it might say "why?" LOL
Sorry for long essay
I feel like am having a melt breakdown, seems like nothing going right for me sorry but needed a rant.
OH and I seems to be on different pages most occasion, he comes home late and says "i was finishing off some work" plus also its near his side of family area where he works . Other hand am here stuck with the child middle of having no one around the area which is fine in most times but can be lonely most times too. I dont know whether hes telling the truth and tells me white lies.
I know I shouldn't have done this but what I have done is snooping in and find out the bills aint up the date and on top of that, hes working part time dont want to find full time, we are ABSOLUTELY into mess (financially) and hes aint talking to me about it.
I simply dont understand why he keeps secrets from me and especially if I know hes getting less money and not keeping up with household bills. he likes to keep it into himself till he find a solution.
Everything seems okay apart from not sharing everything, aint life about sharing experience and getting things through together regardless how tough the situation is
Sometimes I feel I want to quit and leave without telling but some part of me believe I can fix it,
Sorry to mention. also seems like he listen to his family more than me, if they tell him to jump off the cliff might say ok but when If I say it might say "why?" LOL
Sorry for long essay