caseysmummy11
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I lost my little girl almost 14 months ago. Just having a bad day. Haven't had one in a while. I'm feeling bittersweet at the moment. My little girl who survived is doing so much. She's just started walking and had her first pair or proper shoes and whilst it obviously makes me incredibly happy I also feel very sad too as my zara won't get to experience it and I will never get to experience that with her. I just miss her so much that my heart hurts. I can't face going to her grave anymore. It sounds awful but it hurts too much but I also feel so guilty for not going to see her either. Pointless post just needed to vent xxx