5 years and still hurting.

[nightmarewings]

Hi all,

I'm new hear but saw this and thought I'd share.

I'm 25 and in a happy loving relationship with my other half.

About 5 years ago I had a misscarrage (it wasnt the OH's baby) I had no idea I was pregnant, and I still hurt to this day over it.

Sometimes I feel empty inside, and sometimes I just know it wasnt meant to be. Thing is not having any symptoms makes me wonder if its possible to have a baby and actually know a few days after conceiving

Thing is, when I was with the babys father he cheated on me while I was pregnant so I think that was why I lost it.

Bearing in mind I was only 20 at the time.

OH knows of this and supports me so much, he knows how I feel. But I'm going to have this "why if I lose it again"? in the back of my mind....

 

[laurat]

The forum is great for sharing your feelings. Sorry about your loss. I dont think I will e er forget that empty feeling but I have got stronger! Take care and hopefully you and your new oh will be lucky! Xxx