CD21 today and no idea where I am on my 2ww

I may be anything up to 11dpo, but as it stands I may not even have ovulated yet. I've had various almost-positive opks, several days of ovary pain (a few days apart) and ewcm today. Who the heck knows!
I hope this weirdness only happens this one cycle, and that my most recent mc hasn't totally fecked up my cycles
I'm really not positive for a bfp this month, I seriously doubt we've

at the right times since it's been so confusing. Having a really tough time with husband this month, he's not trying at all, and he's really upsetting me with his apathy.
So I'm guessing we won't be positive this month, but could be anytime up to the end of the month before AF is even due, so testing every day until the end of the month really.