thanku tracey for keeping us updated
sorry not been on guys- had a right mission yesterday- basically went to docs at 4pm, doc was running late as he'd gotten stuck somewhere so didnt get to see him til 5.20, was with him for half an hour then sent straight to royal bolton hosp, millie was with me my boyf was in london and i really thought i was miscarrying, i could feel lil bits of blood slide out like when im on a period (sorry tmi). iv only ever been to a&e there i didnt know my way around so had to ask a porter for directions to early pregnancy unit (epu) and then trek about 10 minute walk thru the hosp up and down stairs and stuff carrying my 25lb toddler on the tired shoulders of my 7st. 5lb frame- i felt proper sorry for myself! to get to epu had to walk past maternity wards and neonatal units- thought the hosp planner hadnt thought that out too well, bit of lack of tact on his/her behalf! anyway got in and this MW altho pleasant enough was really patronising, perhaps coz i look young and she asked if the pregnancy was planned and i said no (with hindsight i shouldve lied coz i got impression that she thought i was a silly little girl or something after that), she asked when my last period was and i told her oct. 15th, which she said made me 4wks 6 days (erm, oct. 15 was a wednesday tho, same as yesterday was? isnt that 5 weeks like my ticker said?
) and she looked at me sort of smiling and screwing her nose up a bit as she was explaining about the hcg blood tests "so, it might be just a period then"!
so i told her i'd done 3 tests one of them a digi with conception indicator which had read 2-3 weeks. later she did kindly let me use the fone (i'd only left my mobile at my parents', so no-one knew where me or millie were at 8pm, past millie's bedtime!) and she said AGAIN "it might just be a period"
GRRR wasnt she listening to me, i told her i'd taken 3 tests
whether or not she thought i was so stupid i couldnt read the word "pregnant" or understand that a bright blue cross means positive, or i was making it all up for attention or something, oh i dont know she made me feel about 14. she wasnt horrible or anything but i just thought ffs im not a dumb ass.
anyway this morning i was told the results had been 961, and i need to go back on friday nite to check if they double
feeling bit better today, bleeding is no more heavy and there is no pain. only on pantliners and not soaking them or anything (sorry tmi!) iv got loads more to write but boyf wants to go to bed. hope its just to sleep coz iv been told im not allowed sex
these are the tests i took im not going mad am i? they positive right? lol