wish me luck!

[trixipaws]

its baby clinic this morning as soon as millie wakes up (should be any minute) we're going to get her weighed, havent been in 3 weeks.

anyway depending on which HV is there doing the questions bit, if its one of the nicer ones (or preferably my own!) i think im gonna mention about my own weight and new attitide with it etc. somethings not quite right, i ate a big bowl of special k this morning, but instead of feeling good about it i felt kinda gross and sick and anxious as i dont wanna put on weight, despite being barely 7st.

hope i dont bottle it and hope if i do pluck up courage they react well and ill be glad i said something.

ill be on later when millie has her afternoon nap with how it went, eek!

 

[samandbump]

good luck, hope you can pluck up the courage to talk to her

 

[LaineyG]

Goodluck Trix!

I'm sure whoever you speak to will be very supportive.....go for it!!!

xxx

 

[Tina & Gabs]

Good luck

 

[mum&2girls]

good luck hun

 

[poppy160]

Good luck!

 

[mrs_tommo22]

Good luck Trixiepaws.

 

[babyroo]

Good Luck honey

 

[Jade&Evie]

Good Luck

 

[smile]

Good luck!

 

[Kimbo]

gd luck hurry up

 

[Babylicious]

good luck x

 

[-Betty-]

Good luck

 

[Red_Fairy]

good luck

 

[happy-chick]

Good luck hun x

 

[Misslarue]

Good luck

 

[trixipaws]

ngh, ur gonna think im so rubbish... i didnt do it i almost did she asked "do u need to see the hv?" and i paused, then i said "no, its ok" i couldnt brong myself to do it sorry

i think partly coz it was the same one who i spoke to when i first stopped BFing and was feeling really emotional about it- she didnt understand. she was lovely, and she BF herself years ago when her kids were babies, but she hadnt got what i meant at all. she kept saying "u mustnt feel guilty, u done well to get to 8 months" and i was thinking no thats not it, i dont feel guilty millie's fine she's enjoying her bottles shes not bothered at all- its me i feel sad about it and dont kno why coz was my decision to stop no-one made me! i expected the same sort of thing tbh, so im afraid i chickened out.

its dumb, iv had 3 bars of chocolate and loadsa sweets, and fizzy pop no proper lunch- but i feel ok about it not panicky like i did when i had something proper. even tho i kno the choc and stuff is MORE fattening, it doesnt make me feel as greedy and fat. i cant explain it. i kno its wrong tho im gonna get my own hv to come to my house next week i think. ill find it easier to talk in my own house

 

[Jade&Evie]

 

[Red_Fairy]

sorry it didnt go the way you wanted it to. How much does Millie pops weigh now?

 

[mum&2girls]