I have just had a revelation! I can't quite believe it but I have realised something very surprising. After all these months trying and being let down by AF, after all the chart stalking and symptom spotting, avoiding certain foods and drink I am amazed to discover........
....I like the 2 week wait!!
It's my favorate time of the month. For all the frustration of just wanting to 'know', peeing on sticks to early and staring at Fertility Friend, it is also the time of the month that is peppered with possibility. I get really excited when I see that I have ovulated and feel extra chuffed if we timed Bd'ing around the right time. This feeling expands into hope and fresh oppertunity. Gone are the low days that come with AF, the feeling that it will never be me, that my body is failing me.
So there it is. My strange little revelation. I was so busy thinking it was the most frustrating time of the month that I didn't notice how exciting it is and how much more smiley it makes me.

....I like the 2 week wait!!
It's my favorate time of the month. For all the frustration of just wanting to 'know', peeing on sticks to early and staring at Fertility Friend, it is also the time of the month that is peppered with possibility. I get really excited when I see that I have ovulated and feel extra chuffed if we timed Bd'ing around the right time. This feeling expands into hope and fresh oppertunity. Gone are the low days that come with AF, the feeling that it will never be me, that my body is failing me.
So there it is. My strange little revelation. I was so busy thinking it was the most frustrating time of the month that I didn't notice how exciting it is and how much more smiley it makes me.

