TTC jealousy

[hayln]

Me and my sister were never really close, I moved out when I waa 16 and she was 13 and we didnt have much contact after that. But in the last 2 years after having DD we got closer, she used to come over alot and she used to babysit. This was all before the boyfriend. ....
Long story short he lied about who he was and after him and my sister had babysat for me I came home to the poilce at my house, basically hes not allowed around anyone under 16 because of his convictions.... so after me and my family going mental my sister disowns us all to be with him typical 17 etc etc.
Now to the present, she finaly left him but this is after purposely getting pregnant. My mum only found out once she was 5 months gone and I have only found out a few weeks ago.
I feel like a terrible person because I resent her so much! Me and OH have been TTC and to find out my little sister has exactly what I want so easily really hurts! I was devastated when I found out shes having a boy in September because ive always wanted a boy even when I had my DD. Shes going to be a single mum at 18, she has nothing, no job no money no where to live, the father of her baby isnt even allowed anywhere near it!
Its ridiculous that im jealous when I have a perfect daughter perfect partner great job great house and she has nothing! Just want to have a baby so bad its making me crazy this wasnt ment to be a rant so well done if you got this far lol

 

[Pumpkin9]

Hugs to you. It's understandable you feel the way you do. I don't have any pearls of wisdom really other than to say try not to stress about her situation versus yours. I'm sure you will get pregnant soon. Thinking about your sister and what she has will not help you. Focus your energy on what you have as it sounds like you have a wonderful little family.

I wouldn't want to be in your sisters situation, I know she chose to do it but I think she may regret it sooner or later for one reason or another.

Chin up, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you

 

[Jayjay027]

Hugs to you. Think of it this way, ur sister is probably jealous of u and wants all the things u have. She's not in the best situation and u have so many things that she doesn't.
I'm sure ull be pregnant soon but try not to sweat it too much (I know thats easier said than done) but I always hear of people not getting pregnant when they obsess over it and as soon as they stop worrying about it, it happens.
Hope things work out for u xox