indigo
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I seem to have been waiting for my first scan for an age, but the day finally arrived today!
I had this nagging fear that there was going to be no baby and the guy would spend ages looking, but that didn't come true of course. I did think it might take at least a little bit of finding but no, as soon as he put the scan thingy on my belly BAM there was a tiny baby on the screen, it almost took my breath away.
Everything looked fine thank goodness (tiny little arms and legs moving about) and I was moved from 13+5 to 14+5! I was expecting the due date to move forward slightly because I have a shorter cycle than average, but a whole week was a bit of a surprise.
Things went from the highs of the scan to lows of the consultant when I was told that I wouldn't be able to have the home birth that I wanted. I'm really gutted about this, it really spoilt my day and I've been feeling teary rather than excited which feels wrong. The problem is that I'm currently taking steroids to control my arthritis while I'm not taking my usual (pregnancy unfriendly) medication, and they will need to up my dose during labour, which means I will need to be in hospital. My only hope is to try and come off the steroids which is something I will be looking in to.
Happy, sad but mostly exhausted, Indigo x
I had this nagging fear that there was going to be no baby and the guy would spend ages looking, but that didn't come true of course. I did think it might take at least a little bit of finding but no, as soon as he put the scan thingy on my belly BAM there was a tiny baby on the screen, it almost took my breath away.
Everything looked fine thank goodness (tiny little arms and legs moving about) and I was moved from 13+5 to 14+5! I was expecting the due date to move forward slightly because I have a shorter cycle than average, but a whole week was a bit of a surprise.
Things went from the highs of the scan to lows of the consultant when I was told that I wouldn't be able to have the home birth that I wanted. I'm really gutted about this, it really spoilt my day and I've been feeling teary rather than excited which feels wrong. The problem is that I'm currently taking steroids to control my arthritis while I'm not taking my usual (pregnancy unfriendly) medication, and they will need to up my dose during labour, which means I will need to be in hospital. My only hope is to try and come off the steroids which is something I will be looking in to.
Happy, sad but mostly exhausted, Indigo x