Symptom spotting help <3

[MoominGirl]

Thank you Kat and Laura. I wish I could find that hope and excitement again like I had when we first started ttc. It was all new and exciting and now it's all tears and dissapointment. My DH said he is really sad now too.

I'm trying really hard to get that enthusiasm back but it just isn't happening. As it's our first proper month after the surgery, it's kinda like starting over in a way so I was really hoping it would give me a boost. Except it just doesn't feel like it. I'm sure AF will get me tomorrow and I really think it's gonna hit me hard.