suprise reaction today!

[Iwant3]

I had my last miscarriage in Feb 2013, previosly had one in Nov 12! I went to the hospital today for breast clinic and had to walk passed the EPU (where I had been twice to find my baby had gone) and by the time I go to breast clinic I had tears in my eyes and wanted to cry! was really embarassing and not expected. I have my rainbow baby who is now 18 months old! obviously it brought back the feelings of when I was there before

 

[russellmuscle]

I went to EPU to confirm my unexpected pregnancy/miscarriage and actually being there brought back feelings of happiness - only because I went there after having a bleed with Jackson and he was fine. Getting the scans etc brought me right back to that moment - and after the MC I got my coil out and am now on Cycle 2 TTC.

EPU has a weird way with emotions Obviously I hadnt had a lost yet to experience bad times, but I totally get what you mean. Don't be embarrassed.

xxxxx

 

[babyslog]

Awww hun xxxx

 

[kaz1983]

Yep totally understand where ur coming from i work in the same hospital where i was told baby had died found it hard going to the ward i had medical management in as dept i work in works closely with that ward then we had a meeting in a room in maternity unit as was only room available an i just cudnt cope so sat head down willing it to be over xx