just on here for a rant and rave. As many of you know me and DH havent had much luck with babies I have a lovely daughter who was prem but my son was my 5th pregnancy and he died when he was a week old as i had a virus- bit like a cold but didnt know it and because he caught just before he was born and so couldnt fight it he died. He was perfect and healthy until the end of the week and full term for once. I went back to work yesterday (its been just over 3 months since we lost him) and its odd but im getting through it but last night we went to see some family friends that had loads of problems with having a family and just had wine and chatted it was helpful but this afternoon i have just cried and cried and cried I feel so low so inconsoulable. I just want my son back and how things should be and like everyone seems to be having a baby now and generally boys.I am also surprised by how much i want another baby, not to replace my son as no one can ever do that but i have now seen the joy another child other than my daughter can bring to us and to her but im so scared. im in such a muddle with everything. thanks guys xxx Dont need to comment but any ideas anyone has would be appreciated. xx
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