I do feel abit pathetic but I know many have a dislike and aversion to blood tests but I feel I can't seem to get over the anxiety in knowing I need one having had my 1st midwife appointment last week. I have anxiety issues anyway and refused to have the test when I went for my 1st appointment as was very worked up and couldn't face it. The midwife said I had to have it next week as otherwise the screening will chase them...since then I told my husband and he said he would take me...however now I have had nightmares and flashbacks of my last blood test and me passing out and it's making me feel so ill. I know I'm not doing myself any favours by not thinking good thoughts but i have images of what's going to happen too which is also not helping, it's like torture. I've been trying to see if I can have the test at home as that would make me feel less anxious. Arghhh, I just don't know what to do!!! Any advice?