I got some sleep last night thank god.
I'm feeling cramps in my tummy but thats normal after the test I had apparently. The test was called an amniocentesis test, I remember now.
I couldn't remember the name of the other condition the baby has either...after looking on the internet I believe it was called a diaphragmatic hernia, but i will have to double check with the consultant.
I can't help thinking why us??What have we done that is so wrong?
You could never wish this on anyone, especially a little baby.
I just hope the baby is strong enough to get through everything.
My life just seems like its been thrown up in the air atm. I have a lot going on at the minute like in the middle of buying a house...but I don't know if we can afford one now, I might have to quit my job.
I feel like I couldn't go back to work anyhow. Everything is just so uncertain.
I don't really care about all that right now....the most important thing is my baby and I'm just hoping and praying it will be ok!
xoxox