TheHolster
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Excuse the rant.
Im feeling MAJORLY stressed out at the moment and all I want to do is curl up under the duvet and cry! Everything seems out to get me, or thats how it feels anyway.
My dad hasnt been very well lately and was a useless twat (love him though) even before he got ill, now though, everything he does is annoying the hell out of me and I just want to scream at him. He's annoying and far too dependant on me and my mum (more so mum).
Im meant to be moving 25 miles away to my other halfs place when baby is here, but we'll be living with his mum and her boyfriend (dont even get me started on him) but theres so many things I really dont like about that place and the thought of living there makes me so miserable at the moment! OH went to the gym with his best mate on sunday morning, leaving me in bed for a rest and all I could do was cry and cry and cry because his mum was smoking in her bedroom AGAIN and it was wafting through in to his room (which also means it would have been wafting through to the nursery too). Theres so many other things there which annoy the hell out of me and make me not want to live there, but I know realistically, its our only option for now.
Mine and OH's car has broken down too, for the 2nd time in a month...so we're carless most of the time, unless we manage to borrow his mums or her bf's car and we're having a nightmare time trying to get it fixed.
Also, my parents are having new windows put in this week so we've got the workmen here at 9am every morning..banging and crashing and filling the place with dust all day and I have nowhere that I can escape to. My parents have asked me to stay here because my dad is only here until mid morning when he goes to work and my mum isnt back until 1ish. Even then, I have nowhere to escape to because I dont drive and my bump is so big and heavy and uncomfortable that Im finding it really difficult to walk.
On top of all this, Ive also just been diagnosed with gestational diabetes, which I know isnt the end of the world but it still worries me and I really dont feel well at all lately and all I want to do is comfort eat right now, but all the things I want to eat, are out of the question.
So all in all, Im feeling really really stressed and like I cant cope
Again, apologies for the rant, I just needed to vent and theres nobody here I can vent to!
Im feeling MAJORLY stressed out at the moment and all I want to do is curl up under the duvet and cry! Everything seems out to get me, or thats how it feels anyway.
My dad hasnt been very well lately and was a useless twat (love him though) even before he got ill, now though, everything he does is annoying the hell out of me and I just want to scream at him. He's annoying and far too dependant on me and my mum (more so mum).
Im meant to be moving 25 miles away to my other halfs place when baby is here, but we'll be living with his mum and her boyfriend (dont even get me started on him) but theres so many things I really dont like about that place and the thought of living there makes me so miserable at the moment! OH went to the gym with his best mate on sunday morning, leaving me in bed for a rest and all I could do was cry and cry and cry because his mum was smoking in her bedroom AGAIN and it was wafting through in to his room (which also means it would have been wafting through to the nursery too). Theres so many other things there which annoy the hell out of me and make me not want to live there, but I know realistically, its our only option for now.
Mine and OH's car has broken down too, for the 2nd time in a month...so we're carless most of the time, unless we manage to borrow his mums or her bf's car and we're having a nightmare time trying to get it fixed.
Also, my parents are having new windows put in this week so we've got the workmen here at 9am every morning..banging and crashing and filling the place with dust all day and I have nowhere that I can escape to. My parents have asked me to stay here because my dad is only here until mid morning when he goes to work and my mum isnt back until 1ish. Even then, I have nowhere to escape to because I dont drive and my bump is so big and heavy and uncomfortable that Im finding it really difficult to walk.
On top of all this, Ive also just been diagnosed with gestational diabetes, which I know isnt the end of the world but it still worries me and I really dont feel well at all lately and all I want to do is comfort eat right now, but all the things I want to eat, are out of the question.
So all in all, Im feeling really really stressed and like I cant cope
Again, apologies for the rant, I just needed to vent and theres nobody here I can vent to!
I hope you feel better soon try and get as much sleep as possible things always seem better after a good sleep xxxx
I was like omg!!!!! Help lol xx
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