This is probably the wrong section to post this thread but lots of you have been checking how I was doing and at long last we have had some good news. My MIL who I love to bits had a colonoscopy ysterday. Her doctor feared she may have a problem with her colon and we've been worried sick She is still very poorly with a very low blood count and may need a transfusion but at least it isn't the big C as we had feared. Just need to get the lease on our house sorted and I'll be feeling much calmer. Thanks to all you lovely ladies who have asked after me. I'm hanging in there and not feeling quite so sorry for myself.