Hi ppl.i feel so overwhelmed with pain and sadness today i just cant cope I no my anniversary of my loss is approaching feb 14th and my partners Baby sister was born today and he was posting the pics oF her on facebook "welcome to the world my baby sister " its eating me up inside i just kept thinking that should be our baby pics your showing. I am really happy for them i didnt meen for that to sound selfish. but i couldnt even go and visit her because im to emotional. I dont even know if i can have a baby now cos ive still got pelvic inflammatry disease and my tubes might be damaged,waiting for tests. Everything just seems shit and it hurts this raw heartache is killing me i cant stop crying. Nothings making me feel better i would do anything to have my baby in my arms. Im sorry i just felt like writing my feelings down as im so alone right now x