Pudds ema lou

[smess26]

How are you girlys!!! Hope your both well!!! Xxxx

 

[ema-lou24]

more to the point, how are u hun???

im ok, bk is getting better, having more humpy time lol, not sure where i am in my cycle tho. But me and OH are both taking zinc and folic acid, have the infertility again in april. Just really tired..

Hows things going? u ok? x

 

[smess26]

I am good thanks! I think last
Friday the 12th day I found out was the hardest for
me but I knew it was coming if you know what I mean!??? Things just didn't seem right? I wasn't
happy in the pregnancy myself. No symptons apart from sore
boobs and disliking fried eggs! ( which I can now
eat again lovely!!) lol!
But I am fine about it! Hoping scan on Friday goes well!

Am sooooo sooooo glad your back is better and getting more action in the
area lol!!! I have my fingers crossed for you Hun in April!! Hopefully your get some news? Or is
it testing??? X x x

 

[ema-lou24]

i know how u mean, u just "know" when things arent right, still doesnt make it any easier tho, really do hoe ure ok...

well it will be me and OH's results then be deciding what we doing and out options, i think deep down we both know that its gonna be the IVF route, but still thinking positive, but it feels that its gonna be that, if so then we will have to stop and realise that we wont have a baby together cos we cant afford IVF....sad really.

How soon do u think u will b TTC again? x

 

[smess26]

Oh no hun! There are story of people who have needed
Treatment but had a baby
on there own I really hope it's
the same for you!!!! Fingers crossed big time for you my lovely!!!

Well to be honest ttc we aren't using anything and think I may let it be
like that for a while. Rather than getting caught up again! I don't know when af is due at all due to this happening and not sure so thought I might just keep on doing what o am doing and see where it goes.
I am sorry about the way this message is spacing it's self out but I am on my phone and the return key is close and I keep pressing it lol!!! My txts do the same!!! I send random capped txts lol x x

 

[ema-lou24]

lol dont worry huni...
i know what u mean, after this month i am binning all OPK tests, we are gonna keep taking out vitamins etc and just see what happens, im not gonna be looking etc, (i might a lil lol) but think we just wanna forget about it for a lil while after this month
i think its shocking that we cant get IVF funded cos i have my wee one, but its not fair on my OH who has no kids at all!! so because i have a child he has to be childless....seems a bit shit if u ask me.

hope it happens naturally for u hun and no more stress etc, xx

 

[smess26]

That is terrible!!! I couldn't
belive it when I read that!!! I so so hope it's good news for you both!!!
Thank you Hun!!! X x

 

[Pudds86]

I was so sorry to hear about you smess, it's so sad, but as you say things didnt feel right. It must be so hard to deal with, but you are doing really well.

Glad your back is getting better Ema...and you're pumping more! hehe. Is there no way you can get help for IVF? Have you spoken to your mum about it yet? I know you said before you didnt think she would be supportive.

I have decided not to track my ovulation this month, I am going to just relax into it, and to be honest I am enjoying 'it' much more this month as I am not so obsessed! Just going to cross my fingers and wait and see...

xxx

 

[ema-lou24]

hey pudds wondered where u were!
yeah ive spoke to the mother, she said "least u have wull" (son from previous) which is true....but it doesnt help.

im doing that next month hun....just going with the flow...good luck xx

 

[Pudds86]

Has your OH got any children from previous relationships? xx

 

[smess26]

Ey lovely!!!! Glad your enjoying it
more!!! Good too see you two are good!!! X z

 

[Pudds86]

haha me too Smess! You okay? x

 

[ema-lou24]

Has your OH got any children from previous relationships? xx

nope he was a good boy lol....thats what makes this whole IVF thing annoying! he doesnt have any kids at all, but cos i do, HE cant have IVF to help HIS low count!
its super annoying...

and to be honest, (this sounds bad) if he wasnt with me and was with some1 who doesnt have a child he would get it funded for him...
if i wasnt with him and with someone with a normal count i would be preggo by now...

but we want eachother...i want his baby and vise versa!

so im blaming the NHS for putting stress on relationship!! (lol)

 

[smess26]

Oh mo hunny!!!!! That is not
on nhs!!! At least you have each other
and I am so so keeping it crossed for you!!! And pudds glad
your ok lovely!!!! When you testing next??
? X x x
oh and I am ok lol had my appointment at hospital and no scan just a pg test and all ok!!! Came
bk neg so they say it's
complete now!!! So we have been bk on it I don't know where I am in this
time bk I mean at some point I'll wired come on or not lol!! X x

 

[ema-lou24]

glad your ok smess...
are you TTC again ? or waiting for a bit, or letting nature take its course?
xx

 

[Pudds86]

I will be testing aroung the 9th i think... I thought I ov's last week because of cramps, but accoridng to OPK (i did a sneaky one) OV is still to come... so on that note... off the bed i go! x