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[Geminiblue]

ok well I think going by when I think my ov may have been then I am due af in 2 days and have just done first response and got negative feel like crying I am so fed up thinking Im going to give up trying now cant stand it have been feeling sick and light headed and really tired so YET AGAIN I have a bug and am not pregnant feel just at my wits end and gutted

 

[maybe baby]

Hey Hun,

Hope you are ok.

Have you been to the docs for any tests etc?

Don't know if you've seen the posts recently but I'm having the 21 day bloods, and PCOS tests as well as being referred to the fertility Gynecologist at the hospital because of my long cycles and the M/C.

They know I've only been trying for 6 months inc the M/C and I'm 28, the first doc I saw was pants but then, I spoke to the Manager and complained nicely and have seen a really nice one who has a much better understanding of fertility issues and been very helpful.

How long have you been trying now and have you spoken to the docs?

I still have fingers crossed for a BFP too, you are not out yet! xx

 

[Geminiblue]

Thanks maybe baby. Called to make another appointment with docs 2ww for them aswell!!! went ages ago and was having bloods done but its hard to get blood from me and they always mess it up so I have to go back hence not good having them done. Anyway, will see what they say she did say because of my age that if Im not preg by nov then they will start the process whatever that means. its been since april. Feel really crap about everything now and the addiction to the tests is also getting me down, proper compulsion ...then keep looking on here and thinking I need to stop all of this and still I post on here still I test and still feel crap. Typical trying to change how I feel instead of just sitting with it. Im looking for a solution and there isnt one :-<