Not sure if this is it

[Ismejustme]

Oh well..... I'm pretty sure the witch is making her early stages of arrival again this month.
I'm due in 3 days and just had some pink cm on wiping.
Started off so well and told myself no pressure as we weren't supposed to be in this month but somehow I get drawn into the hope that little glimmer of it being our turn.
Only for my body to play the cruel game of pregnancy roulette, sending me out all kinds of sneaky signs only to dish out the outcome I want the least.
I honestly don't know if I can stay on this merry go round of ttc.
I know I'm not the first nor will I be the last to feel this way, but I can't help but feel like it's just me failing at this month after month.
Just had to let it out

 

[candymycandy]

Such a hard journey and so easy to get disheartened. Sending hugs x

 

[KatD]