Not coping with stories about baby P

[lauramumof2]

I know this is probably an unneccessary thread because there are two already but I just cant stop crying about that wee baby. Everytime I hear something about it or even think about my own wee boy I just feel or do start crying.

Ive been over it in my head all day, how, why, what and now I just cannot sleep for thinking about his pain and what he must have been thinking and feeling. My hands are absolutely shaking.

I know other people feel like this, I just needed to talk about it.

 

[Steelgoddess]

He's in the safest place now as sad as it sounds...

I know what you mean, my mum started to tell me about it and i just told her i couldnt bear the thought that could be little hay

 

[cez8457]

Believe it or not i hadn't heard about this, and just had a quick look, and was nearly sick, i have a 18 month old daughter and it stomach churning just thinking of that poor little boy suffering. I hope that they lock up his killers and throw away the key. Ive just started crying its terrible, theres some sick sick people out there. If you dont want or cant cope with your child give them to a loving family who will love and are for them, not this, i feel so sick.

 

[lauramumof2]

Sorry for setting you guys off too. Im very emotional about these things.

Im just having a stiff drink before I go to bed in the hope I can actually get to sleep.

I know thats very unwise.

I dont even want to go to work tomorrow, just want to stay off with my kids and cuddle them. Cant though, and where do I work - you guessed it!! Social Services

 

[mrs_tommo22]

My kids have been having extra cuddles since this all came out. It just makes me so sick, I want to be locked in a room with the mother. She wouldn't be coming out

 

[keli]

I totally understand where you coming from i've not been able to stop thinking about this lttle boy. The pain that he's been through just breaks my heart. I can't look at Cooper without thinking how could people do this, its really upsetting me. I just keep thinking there's nothing that i can do about it now and i'm trying not to think about it. I wanted to post a note on his gone too soon site but i had to stop it loading when it said loading picture i can't get the one they show on tv out of my head really don't want to see his little face as i think that would haunt me At least you work in a sector where you can help other little ones not to suffer like that again.

 

[NooNoo]

I only know that something not nice has gone on..im purposely not finding out for the same reason hun

 

[Jen & Her Men]

Hun I really understand where you are coming from. I am so sickened by what happened that it makes me cry whenenever I think about it.

I feel so useless that there are children out there that have to suffer like that and I sit here doing nothing...that it has actually made me want to be a Volunteer and Im looking into it at the mo and have contacted my local Social Services.

Its just so awful

 

[aramintalovegrove]

We too are just distraught about it.

My DH had to come home from work after reading it and leave early the next day it upset him so badly.

When esme fell off the sofa yesterday the cry she made stabbed me in the heart, how those parents could do that just purplexes me. I cant imagine the cries that boy made

I agree with Sharne, as he wasnt protected by those that should have saved him, the best thing that happened is he found peace and how utterly shit is that to say?

 

[DebbieM]

I was the same yesterday morning too. Right to the point that Matt actually ask me if I was suer that was the only thing that was bothering me because I was so upset.

 

[zebrastripes]

I know. It niggles on your brain so much the poor little thing...i think it is because what he suffered is absolutely unfathomable....

 

[ShineyHappyPeople]

I know what you mean, I'm now at the point where I don't want to hear anymore about it because its too upsetting and the more I read about what he went through, the more I just have to put it out of my head Hope they sack all those who failed to do their job and those two stupid women who didn't even realise his back was broke and gave him back to them - argh I can't think about this anymore

 

[Morganuk]

I was just speaking to my mum about about this

Its absolutely shocking it really is.
My heart breaks evertime I hear it.

Hope your ok hun,
I know its hard but you need to try and take your mind off it

 

[sazzylou]

Anything like this plays on my mind...There have been a few recently that have upset me so badly When Izzie crys, it just pops into my head that these LO's were crying, screaming probably and they just got more pain until they died. Ive actually had to start avoiding stories like this as it just has me in bits. If i now the details of what happened then i cant stop thinking about it. Like when i put Izzie in her cot a nightime and give her a kiss, i rembember the news reader saying about baby P's 'blood splattered cot' and it turns my stomache. I just cant understand how anyone could do that. I cant get my head round people dont notice. Surely there are other family members, grandparents, just SOMEONE who could of helped the children that this happens to.

Like i said, I just cant get my head round it. Im welling up thinking about it. Im going to go and cuddle my babies

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[zebrastripes]

They have released the first pictures today. I'm not just saying this cause he's dead, but he was actually the most gorgeous wee boy

http://news.sky.com/skynews/Home/UK-New ... _Are_Shown

 

[Sammystar]

I was reading the timeling on Sky before. I couldn't see through the tears

That last Doctor who examined him but said he was being 'difficult', which is why he failed to notice the paralysis should be sacked

Heartbreaking stuff

 

[Bee]

I only know that something not nice has gone on..im purposely not finding out for the same reason hun

same here. I haven't read anything and I am not planning too as I don't want to know details

 

[jools221181]

I only know that something not nice has gone on..im purposely not finding out for the same reason hun

same here. I haven't read anything and I am not planning too as I don't want to know details

Me too

 

[Rachel]

I've read about it and it's heartbreaking to think what that innocent little boy went through

I don't understand how they can do that or allow that to happen

How could a doctor fail to spot a broken back aswell

There was also a story in my paper today about a woman who stabbed her 3month old and 3year old They are similar ages to Nathan and Kieran aswell Don't know how anyone Could do that

Sick fuckers

 

[bonny]

I know what you mean, I'm now at the point where I don't want to hear anymore about it because its too upsetting and the more I read about what he went through, the more I just have to put it out of my head Hope they sack all those who failed to do their job and those two stupid women who didn't even realise his back was broke and gave him back to them - argh I can't think about this anymore

This is exactly how i feel, i get SO mad thinking about how that little boy was let down by people that should be there to protect him, and so so sad that he went through all that suffering at the hands of people that should be careing for him, loving and protecting him.