Linzie2012
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Having a down evening regarding my miscarriage so feel the need to write about it.
Had my ERPC early evening of Tuesday, the entire operation went well & smooth. It was a very scary & emotional day, I also cried through to theatre.
Being under it just felt as if I blinked, it was over & I was in recovery. Back on the ward not soon after where my OH was waiting it my room, I felt so happy to see him. I was home within 2 hours of having the operation.
Being home, first day I was tired with a tender tummy & some discomfort of cramping with very light bleed. Today I have a little more bleeding & passed a clot but a lot less discomfort today. I'm still feeling emotionally wrecked though & waiting Until I feel normal again - but I know that would never happen.
I did want or prefer to have a natural miscarriage but I felt It could of dragged on or a few more weeks, & felt I needed closure now to move on.
To remember my angel baby I'm going to plant daffodils in my front drive where they will grow & smile in the wind each February/march.
I still can't believe I have lost my baby, we are not throwing ourselves or ward just yet & trying to quick for the next. I feel we need to overcome this yet.
Had my ERPC early evening of Tuesday, the entire operation went well & smooth. It was a very scary & emotional day, I also cried through to theatre.
Being under it just felt as if I blinked, it was over & I was in recovery. Back on the ward not soon after where my OH was waiting it my room, I felt so happy to see him. I was home within 2 hours of having the operation.
Being home, first day I was tired with a tender tummy & some discomfort of cramping with very light bleed. Today I have a little more bleeding & passed a clot but a lot less discomfort today. I'm still feeling emotionally wrecked though & waiting Until I feel normal again - but I know that would never happen.
I did want or prefer to have a natural miscarriage but I felt It could of dragged on or a few more weeks, & felt I needed closure now to move on.
To remember my angel baby I'm going to plant daffodils in my front drive where they will grow & smile in the wind each February/march.
I still can't believe I have lost my baby, we are not throwing ourselves or ward just yet & trying to quick for the next. I feel we need to overcome this yet.
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