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[Melly41]

Its pms no doubt...also not looking fwd to prospect of returning to work! I'll be ok thanks rach. I hope you dont feel too peed off...its so frustrating but you will het pregnant again, i just know you will x

 

[Rach beattie]

I’m ok just so tired the past two days I think being back at work was a shock to the system. Really hope af stays away for u. I thought I had bought two tests but only got one so don’t think I’ll be testing before the docs x

 

[Melly41]

We are in this together rach! We will get there x

 

[Rach beattie]

Thanks melly I hope we both get there x

 

[Melly41]

Just read the other post re abortion. I just couldnt reply as felt a bit raw....well done for trying to stay impartial, must have been hard and painful. xx

 

[Rach beattie]

It was hard especially if it’s another pregnancy. How is that fair? Not just for me or u but the girls who have been trying for ages. I just wanted to point out to her that she might not be. I think it’s from the old pregnancy. Especially if she only took a pill it would probably take longer x

 

[Rach beattie]

I just hope I didn’t ruffle any feathers x

 

[Melly41]

No i think you handled well rach. It is a very sensitive topic and she could have worded it differently given what most of us are going through xx

 

[Rach beattie]

Thanks melly hope ur enjoying ur last few days off x

 

[Rach beattie]

How r u feeling today x

 

[Melly41]

Apart from having 2 broken toes im ok. No signs at all. Holding off testing till sunday is af doesnt show. I know im definately not pregnant so dont want to waste my last test! My boobs would be fuller now for sure if i was and ive had the hot flushes so just waiting now! How are you? X

 

[Melly41]

How are you this evening? Hope youre ok x

 

[Rach beattie]

HEy sorry work is just so manic. Can’t believe u broke ur two toes melly hope it’s not too sore? I’m ok very sore boobs again but no af. Hopefully u do get to use that test on Sunday x

 

[Melly41]

Thanks rach. Toes arent too sore. I broke my leg a few years ago and had a full cast on (right to groin) for 6 months so toes are nothing! Wonder if sore boobs is af on its way or not? X

 

[Rach beattie]

I’m hoping it might be I’m quite dry and dtd hurt so fingers crossed! R u going to be ok walking etc for work x

 

[Melly41]

Im walking around okish do will be fine for work on monday. If youre qiite dry, isnt that a sign that af on her way? Whats your cervix position? If firm then could well be af?

 

[Rach beattie]

Still soft and highish. I’m hoping the dryness means she is coming soon. I can’t believe u have had two cycles since my last af haha hoping doc will give me something to induce bleeding x

 

[Melly41]

When do you do again. Is it tues? Its hard to believe ive had two cycles but my cycles are often shorter than most...average 24/25 days. Its not necessarily a good thing unfortunately as more likely to have a shorter Leutal phase and this is not grear news for ttc....just hope LP is just long enough. X

 

[Melly41]

Rach....help....i have the massive urge to poas this pm. This is ridiculous as ive only got one test and ive been drinking loads today so urine will be really dilute! Also not sure DH eill be too impressed if he sees me trying to buy more tests haha! Ive no signs so af is very likely to arrive by end of wkd! You need to stop me from doing it.....arggghhh! Ive done well till now not to feel tempted! Think its the weekend and not drank since NYE and we are off out for dinner later so fancied a glass of red! Even though i know im out (i just do!) I cant stop thinking!! Just done a wee and not tested but hoping i can stay strong even though it might only be till the morning when i can use fmu! But i would so love a glass of wine!! Could test and get bfn but might be false negative.....argggghhh! Haha! Ive gone mad! Xx

 

[Rach beattie]

Haha I am no help as I no I’m not pregnant but am off out to get a test! Even if ur testing tomorohave a glass of wine tonight it will do no harm and u deserve it after the week u have had tbh with my bfp with both I never had any aymptoms before I tested so u just never no! Good luck haha x