Mmc

[Melly41]

Cool i love that film! Enjoy it x

 

[Melly41]

How are things this morning? Did you enjoy home alone? X

 

[Rach beattie]

It was great Ruby loved it too. I’m all good this morning slight nausea first thing but ok now. Still no af so probably just my body still trying to get right after mc. How r u today? X

 

[Melly41]

Im ok thanks. Thinking of not opk-ing for this lasy cycle of ttc....keeping it relaxed and listening to body instead....hopefully being more relaxed as off work will help x

 

[Rach beattie]

I think that’s a good idea melly I don’t think I will be using opks again either as it has just confused me this cycle. When does your fertile window start x

 

[Melly41]

Think its xmas eve so not long and very festive. Hope youre not tourturing yourself with hpts X

 

[Rach beattie]

IM not I’ve given up on the hope of being pregnant this month lol. O hopefully some Xmas magic happen haha x

 

[Melly41]

Glad to hear it. I meant hope you are able to hold off testing for a few days hun rather than testing everyday.....altho id be exactly the same haha x

 

[Rach beattie]

I tested yesterday with 25miu in the afternoon and it was bfn so I’m all out lol x

 

[Melly41]

Have you ordered any? X

 

[Rach beattie]

Nope lol I will prob do one more on Friday just to make sure before I have a few drinks at the wedding on Saturday lol x

 

[Melly41]

Not long till friday. X

 

[Rach beattie]

Not holding out any hope just a precautionary lol getting we niggling pains in my back that I had before mc which is so weird x

 

[Melly41]

You never know....come fri it may be a bfp fingers crossed x

 

[Rach beattie]

Didn’t I torture myself again this afternoon with a 25miu another bfn. No idea what is going on with my body with having positive opks two weeks ago and then again at the weekend. I have a feeling it’s going to be a long journey for me to have another baby and just feel so deflated and frustrated hope ur having a better afternoon x

 

[Melly41]

Youll get there hun....you might need a 10miu. It is frustrating but stay positive. If af doesnt show soon and bfn go and get a blood test done at gp? Hang on in there xx

 

[Rach beattie]

Thanks melly goodness knows what is going on I bet I haven’t even ovulated yet x

 

[Rach beattie]

And the girl I was bridesmaid for has just asked to borrow a test as she thinks she’s pregnant already. Feel so bitter and I hate being that person

 

[Melly41]

Oh thats really tough. I felt really upset when someone at work announced it so understand how hard it is. It will happen.....could be sooner than you think! X

 

[Rach beattie]

I’m so glad we can talk and u understand anyone else would think I’m mad haha x