Hi girls!!!
I cannot believe my feelings!!! Being so close, i cannot wait to see my baby but at the same time I am so scared!!!
I never had any confidence in myself, it took me a year and a half to pass my driving test and am still afraid of driving, not that I am a bad driver but am not confident I could manage if anything unexpected would arrive so I only drive to work and supermarket and start panicking if i have to drive elsewhere. As a student I was so afraid of not being chosen to pick up apples and was scared when i started teaching not to be able to cope.
And now it is the baby. People start looking down at me when i say I am afraid of not being able to hold him properly etc... and I feel like they are going to judge me but i am genuine when I say I am scared!!!
I am sure after a week or two I will be fine, this is just my nature not to believe in myself and imagining the worse!!!!
It is weird to be such a wimp!!!!
So I am sure there will be loads of questions in the first year with baby section from me lol
I cannot believe my feelings!!! Being so close, i cannot wait to see my baby but at the same time I am so scared!!!
I never had any confidence in myself, it took me a year and a half to pass my driving test and am still afraid of driving, not that I am a bad driver but am not confident I could manage if anything unexpected would arrive so I only drive to work and supermarket and start panicking if i have to drive elsewhere. As a student I was so afraid of not being chosen to pick up apples and was scared when i started teaching not to be able to cope.
And now it is the baby. People start looking down at me when i say I am afraid of not being able to hold him properly etc... and I feel like they are going to judge me but i am genuine when I say I am scared!!!
I am sure after a week or two I will be fine, this is just my nature not to believe in myself and imagining the worse!!!!
It is weird to be such a wimp!!!!

So I am sure there will be loads of questions in the first year with baby section from me lol