miserable :'(

[charlene09]

As you all know I gave birth on December 13th 2010, to a beautiful little boy called Andrew.

I then went on the Depo Provera on 7th Jan 2011 so I would not fall pregnant, and was due my next one on 1st April but didnt have it till 9th April.

I had been to the doctors on various occasions with stomach ache and was diagnosed with PID ( Pelvic inflamatory disease).. but then on 12th May I started bleeding quite heavy clots in and everything, with a + pregnancy test, I rang the doctors for a Emergency appointment to get to the doctors to find out I was miscarrying, I was sent for a emergency scan at EPU to find out my baby had gone! .. I was ok with it at first because of Andrew being just 5 months but then when i went to bed at the night it hit me with full force.
Then came the what ifs? what if it was my little girl? what if i hadn't got my injection (as i was refused it at family planing so went behind there back & went to the GP).

I killed my baby & i feel so bad.. I want another now because of my loss and i don't know how to tell my partner.

(sorry for the poor grammar ive got Andrew lay in one arm)

 

[karenandbump]

Oh sweetheart...what an awful thing to happen. Please don't blame urself - not ur fault. Thinking of u and we're all here for you. It's an awful thing to go through.... x x x

 

[charlene09]

I can't handle it! I need my second child back where he/she belongs the worst thing is is that I craved things for weeksad felt sick of a morning but thought that was the injection making me think it was. I trusted my injection something i will NEVER do again

 

[Lacey's Mummy]

So sorry Hun! I was full of what if's after I mc but its not your fault!! Hope your ok x x

 

[Mamafy]

Sorry for your loss hun

 

[nmf1987]

ah charlene so sorry to hear this. speak to your oh about it. maybe its something you both want and can look at trying in a few months.

enjoy andrew hun. its not your fault what happen just remember that. xxx

 

[Spinneygirl]

Sorry hun xxx

 

[Butterflykisses]

Sorry for your loss hun. xx

 

[DaisyPurple]

I'm so sorry, please don't blame yourself, it's not your fault xxx

 

[LoopyLouize]

I'm so sorry Hun x

 

[Sam's Mum]

So sorry for your loss Please don't blame yourself

 

[Nurse 26]

sorry hun. xx

 

[FebMum2Be]

So sorry to hear this Charlene I really am x