major hormonal emotionalness!

[trixipaws]

feeling uber-sensitive today! friends and family keep texting (as its my due date 2mro) which when i think about it is really lovely and sweet- that they remember and they care- but for some crazy reason its got me stressed out! i started crying earlier, because i felt like i was 'under pressure to perform'! or something and anxious that i'm 'supposed' to be having my baby but hav no control over when i do!
then i felt bad, because its really nice of everyone to text n fone me, and really i'm happy and touched that they have, so i felt guilty over getting stressed about it!
and after getting regular period-like cramps last nite, having the MWs out only to be told its 'effacement pains' and today although they'v been strong, they're not as frequent now- i feel like i'm not progressing, and its quite disheartening. feel kind of a failure as a female coz my body's not 'doing its job'!
at me!

anyway i feel much better after letting myself cry and OH gave me lots of cuddles.

WOW these pains are hurty when i do get them! (just had 1 then) cant imagine how bad the real ones will be! i must be crazy wanting them to happen lol!

 

[valentine]

Aw trixi - must be cr*p to just want baby out - I haven't reached that stage yet - I just want him/her to stay in me forever as I'm not organised yet!

Hang in there babe, we're all with you.

Valentine xxx

 

[Hellokitty]

Best of luck trixipaws, hope things move along for you.

 

[*saulino*]

Hi

aww hun it will happen for you very soon just think you knwo in just two weeks at the most you will be holding your LO!!
Katrina

 

[OverTheMoon]

Hello I hope you are feeling better and stronger today
A friend of mine put a message on her answerphone at home saying basically 'thanks for ringining, no baby yet, will let you all know when something happens'..... might be worth a try so you don't get too stressed? Yes it is nice that they all care but can sympathise with the pressure to perform thing. Good luck xx