handbagqueen
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Well, had another nct class today and managed to make a complete tit of myself
we talked about PND today and the woman started talking about a severe form of psychosis that can happen -it is rare but it freaked me out so i had to leave the room and I burst into tears. The thing is my mum has suffered with manic depression for alot of her life and just recently said to me 'you'll see, when you've had the baby you'll get depressed and no-one will help you'. it was such a nasty spiteful thing to say and it embarasses me that my own mother would say this but it has stuck in my head and sprang to mind today. i'm so worried that I am going to end up with pnd and it terrifies me to be so out of control.
I also seemed to have verbal diarroea throughout and couldn't stop giving my two pennies worth on different subjects- I was like the swot that everyone gets annoyed with
It was mostly stuff I'd learnt from here and i think was useful but still I hate to be the annoying one!
I'm gutted as I wanted to join these classes to meet people and now they probably think i'm either annoying or an emotional wreck.
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we talked about PND today and the woman started talking about a severe form of psychosis that can happen -it is rare but it freaked me out so i had to leave the room and I burst into tears. The thing is my mum has suffered with manic depression for alot of her life and just recently said to me 'you'll see, when you've had the baby you'll get depressed and no-one will help you'. it was such a nasty spiteful thing to say and it embarasses me that my own mother would say this but it has stuck in my head and sprang to mind today. i'm so worried that I am going to end up with pnd and it terrifies me to be so out of control.
I also seemed to have verbal diarroea throughout and couldn't stop giving my two pennies worth on different subjects- I was like the swot that everyone gets annoyed with
I'm gutted as I wanted to join these classes to meet people and now they probably think i'm either annoying or an emotional wreck.