I need to confess. I have been ttc for 8 months now and although i'm trying not to let the fact that we havn't been successful bother me i'm starting to obsess on things a little. I have got every thing sorted for the spare room if we have a boy and I mean every thing. i 've spent the day searching for items and sent fot fabric samples, I know what flooring i'm having and now i'm about to plan for if it's a girl. i have even tidied out my little girls room so I can look at that and think how lovely it is, how cute and picturing us all lying in dd's bed reading a story with baby too. I'm worried that i'm going to start to buy, jump the gun, I feel silly ordering that fabric sample - I just wish it was me now. I OV sometime next week - at least I have it pinpointed to a few days.. fingers crossed.