is there a light at the end of the tunnel?

[longingforabump]

Because I'm feeling as though there isn't...

I was pregnant June 2010, started bleeding in July, was told it was a miscarriage, still bleeding through August and was rushed to hospital with an ectopic in September which was ruptured and removed along with my left tube.

I then got pregnant in November straight after the ectopic but lost it 5 weeks into the pregnancy.

I have had sharp pains, depression and stress since my op and have been passed from pillar to post and told it was nothing to worry about after ultrasound scans showed nothing for the last 18 months or so.

I have also been unable to eat without taking a tablet before eating (or else I was sick) since the op.

I then changed docs and saw a specialist who decided to operate urgently on me.

I had my operation on 20th March 2012 and they found endometiriosis in several places which they removed. They said my appendix was aggrevated and swollen.

I'm still having pressure and pain and suffering with it.

To top it all off my first bean would have been 1 today.

There is hope out there right??

 

[PyscoFalcon]

There is always hope hun.
At least you know you CAN get pregnant - cling to that and concentrate on getting your self helathy and well again before re-trying.

Your body needs to heal as well as your mind *hugs*

 

[longingforabump]

There is always hope hun.
At least you know you CAN get pregnant - cling to that and concentrate on getting your self helathy and well again before re-trying.

Your body needs to heal as well as your mind *hugs*

Thank you. I'm not sure I can mentally/emotionally cope with being pregnant at the moment and it looks like I'm going to need another operation.

 

[PyscoFalcon]

In that case hun take a deep breath and really get yourself pampered and sorted out
I'm sure you'll have a healthy,happy baby soon enougth but we can't trick our bodies into been ready unfortunatly.

*hugs*