... last night I felt alright about it but now Im sitting at the kitchen table, eaten breakfast, dressed and ready and IM just on PF because I feel actually sick at the thought 
Im sure ill be fine once I get there but eugh I hate this feeling of dread.
I figured Ive got wednesday off, so if I can go in today and thursday, Im not due in again until the following wednesday, so thats feels achieveable and Ill have saved a weeks full pay not of sick or anything.
I have agreed with OH if I faint at work again Im gonna ask to be checked over at the ward (work in the same hospital I have my antenatal care at) and see if they will sign me off, or see occupational health about a new risk assessment.
OH is fab, I told him midwife said I should rest and he came home and started dusting the living room.
He said if theres anything needs doing I have to ask him, then he thought about it and said "no, actually dont ask me, tell me!"
Im gonna put him on hoovering duty tonight so I only have to clean the bathrooms. 
Wish me luck!!!

Im sure ill be fine once I get there but eugh I hate this feeling of dread.
I figured Ive got wednesday off, so if I can go in today and thursday, Im not due in again until the following wednesday, so thats feels achieveable and Ill have saved a weeks full pay not of sick or anything.
I have agreed with OH if I faint at work again Im gonna ask to be checked over at the ward (work in the same hospital I have my antenatal care at) and see if they will sign me off, or see occupational health about a new risk assessment.
OH is fab, I told him midwife said I should rest and he came home and started dusting the living room.



Wish me luck!!!