I found out I was pregnant on Thursday though I had known for weeks within myself , I started bleeding on Saturday lightly but within a couple if hours it was a darker red and since then I goes light red brown and then light again . Went to do and they said its so early that they can't see anything but having mild cramps and achy cervix so prob a miscarriage but scan on a week today as that would be six weeks . I thought I was ok about it but went to work today and got a bad cramp so automatically held my stomach . At this point a member if staff came round the corner and said oh sore tummy, are you pregnant ?? I welled up and went up to my manger and told her I was having a miscarriage and broke down like totally sobbing my heart out . She sent me home for a couple of days and now I'm sitting here feeling like an idiot for causing such a scene .
The doc said that they can't say for sure that I am having a miscarriage but I know myself I am. Apart from sore boobs and nipples all other pregnancy feelings have gone .
What if I'm wrong though ? What if I still am and I've went and broke down and said to my work that this has happened ?
This may sound very sulky to you but this is everything that is going through my head just now and I have no one I feel I can say this to as I'm a very private guarded person.
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The doc said that they can't say for sure that I am having a miscarriage but I know myself I am. Apart from sore boobs and nipples all other pregnancy feelings have gone .
What if I'm wrong though ? What if I still am and I've went and broke down and said to my work that this has happened ?
This may sound very sulky to you but this is everything that is going through my head just now and I have no one I feel I can say this to as I'm a very private guarded person.
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