Elle'sMumy
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i dont know why but im is the worst mood ever since waking up.. i just feel like crying because i had bloodwork done yesterday and its driving my up the wall not knowing the results
they said they would call me this morning and didnt and now there closed and i wont know until monday!! i made the mistake of getting all exited then i had a dream about what happened in feb and how happy i was then justt to have the pregnancy taken away from me. im so on edge now im thinking i emagined everything and cant help but thinking the test was wrong and my bloodwork is going to tell me im delusional. how silly am i! then i got in a stress at the woman at the blood lab because she refused to tell me my results because "my doctor hadnt authorised it" and stressed out and decided i was off out to buy another test -just to reasure myself -then OH went off that im obsessive! he dosnt understand that im worrying because i dont want to be kept in the dark and just need to know everythings alright before i get exited again... he thought i had stormed off out when actually i was asleep on the couch in the conservatory ad was shouting about me to his friend
i was so embarresed i cant even talk to him now he was saying how im all this and that because im not home cleaning when the house is a mess and LOs in bed (my time for cleaning)
i couldt even beleive him! i just needed a nap i was exausted from not sleeping a wink lastnight..
Sorry about that im just really fustrated
Hope everyone is well x




Sorry about that im just really fustrated

Hope everyone is well x