I cant realx! :'( really sorry need to vent..

[Elle'sMumy]

i dont know why but im is the worst mood ever since waking up.. i just feel like crying because i had bloodwork done yesterday and its driving my up the wall not knowing the results they said they would call me this morning and didnt and now there closed and i wont know until monday!! i made the mistake of getting all exited then i had a dream about what happened in feb and how happy i was then justt to have the pregnancy taken away from me. im so on edge now im thinking i emagined everything and cant help but thinking the test was wrong and my bloodwork is going to tell me im delusional. how silly am i! then i got in a stress at the woman at the blood lab because she refused to tell me my results because "my doctor hadnt authorised it" and stressed out and decided i was off out to buy another test -just to reasure myself -then OH went off that im obsessive! he dosnt understand that im worrying because i dont want to be kept in the dark and just need to know everythings alright before i get exited again... he thought i had stormed off out when actually i was asleep on the couch in the conservatory ad was shouting about me to his friend i was so embarresed i cant even talk to him now he was saying how im all this and that because im not home cleaning when the house is a mess and LOs in bed (my time for cleaning) i couldt even beleive him! i just needed a nap i was exausted from not sleeping a wink lastnight..

Sorry about that im just really fustrated
Hope everyone is well x

 

[Keano_Forever]

Have some of these and try not to stress too much

 

[dannii87]

Hello babes, not sure if you read my post in your HUGE announcement yesterday! (You've got bloody good eggs lady!! So damn chuffed for you I really am!)

Anyway, I just wanted to say that although I've never been through mc myself, my Mum has had 3 and a stillborn at 20 weeks so I've always grown up knowing the stress and devastation it causes. BUT, one mc is unfortunate and although there is a chance, it's more likely to be a healthy pregnancy than not, but to have two consecutive mc is much more unlikely.

I hope that's some comfort to you, but I do again understand that no words can make you feel any better about things, I just hope the next few weeks speed up so we can all see bubs at your 12 week scan

 

[dannii87]

Oh and I'll just add - I'm placing my bets early but I'm feeling a strong BLUE for you

 

[lea m]

Aww Im sorry your feeling so stressed!!

 

[Elle'sMumy]

ok, just to update and ask a few questions, im feeling really low, my mother-in-law managed to get ahold of my results for me and my heart sank when she said my blood result was negative i had a bunch of BFPs, even confirmed my the doctor... i dont know what to do with myself what is this meant to mean? what am i meant to think??? my period is still nt here, not evn a sign of it coming. i typed in "Pos HPT, Neg Blood" into google and its happened to a bunch of women.. but all different outcomes. i dont really know when i Ovd, so i dont know if there is still a chance??? please reply xx

 

[dannii87]

Oooh don't panic just yet hun!!

Because your very early days, there probably will be times when it's negative because it's so early, so please try not to worry!

I had 4 positive home tests and one confirmed by the doctor then went to the chemist to have one there and the lady said "you're not pregnant" it had come back completely negative, no line what so ever...

Well, I was! xx

 

[Elle'sMumy]

thanks hun..
i thought that blood tests were deffinate though??
if its negative does that mean they only found <5mlu?
oooohhh

 

[suzan]

Oh hunny I am so sorryy

 

[rhian85]

thanks hun..
i thought that blood tests were deffinate though??
if its negative does that mean they only found <5mlu?
oooohhh

dont want to dampen things 4 u hun but i had a chemical prgncy last summer and ater tons of faint HPT's i had blleding a week after AF was due and had some blood tests done at the docs the day after the bleeding started and was told it was negative

the gaeyni doc and midwifw in our surgery both saw me and said that blood tests are so accurate as they can trace little amounts of the hormone..this is why they do blood tests on women who dont get BFP on HPT early on.

i remember reading in TTC that u only had faint positives in ur pics ?? may be this is a chemical prgncy

the one thing i learnt form mine is that ill never test until AF is at least a week late and ill never trust a faint BFP ever again , with christopher my second line came up thick and fast and was so so dark...this is how i knew somethin was wrong when i had my chemical ..

all i can suggest is u see ur doctor and find out why this is happening ? im so so sorry once again

 

[lea m]

Im sorry Elles mummy!!
I really dont know anything about blood test etc but you must be so stressed!

 

[Flossy82]