Sunbeam you're right, it's really such a sad experience. I hate my body for fooling me into thinking I was pregnant this whole time. Hopefully my experience isn't as awful as yours was, I really do feel for you hun xx but the way I'm trying my best to look at it is like this, my little baby just wasn't strong enough to hang on for unknown reasons no matter how much they were wanted. My pregnancy came as a total shock but I know that when the time is right for me, my body and of course my baby, I will have a perfect pregnancy with a gorgeous little 1 at the end of it. After being through such a horrible time as a mc or mmc is, itl make my next pregnancy feel even more special and I hopefully will enjoy every stage of it without any problems and i hope the same can be said for us all! xxxx