Right old rollercoaster of emotion this week and today its fear.
I'm scared of giving birth, of being a crap Mum, of Hubby not showing the enthusiam he should be, of doing something stupid that could harm the baby like falling over or crashing my car, of the controlling yet completely irresponsible MIL when the baby is actually born.
But most of all I'm scared because I can't control what the hell is happening to me emotionally. Normally if I've got the ump I'll give myself a stern telling off and get over it but these days I just get more and more annoyed and stressed. The more I moan at Hubby the more annoyed I get with myself.
I know it's to be expected (it says so in my book so it must be true ) but please tell me I'm not alone.
I'm scared of giving birth, of being a crap Mum, of Hubby not showing the enthusiam he should be, of doing something stupid that could harm the baby like falling over or crashing my car, of the controlling yet completely irresponsible MIL when the baby is actually born.
But most of all I'm scared because I can't control what the hell is happening to me emotionally. Normally if I've got the ump I'll give myself a stern telling off and get over it but these days I just get more and more annoyed and stressed. The more I moan at Hubby the more annoyed I get with myself.
I know it's to be expected (it says so in my book so it must be true ) but please tell me I'm not alone.