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Heres my story in Short..last year i found out i was pregnant after 19 yrs !huge shock ..wed just gotten used to the idea ..and as my husband left the country to finish up some work ..i went to my hospital appointment..he wanted to do a scan ..i didnt my bf wasnt there !!The doc did the scan ...and then my world fell apart..my lil blessing had died..id had a missed misscarriage..i was 11 weeks on
..The rest of the day was a blur and with my bf out the country i went on to misscarry alone a few days later..i cant tell you how i felt or feel now..i have some good days some bad ..some really bad..im not even sure im out of the numb phase..
I never thought id have any more..never really wanted any more..was happy wth my two grown up children and my beautiful grandaughter...and now?my now husband..we tried...last month...weve been having unprotected sex since he returned..n my monthly returned back to normal after the m/c...and now? now im late....and i dont know how i feel ....ive gone through the cant look at women pregnant or talk about it..not even women on eastenders!..to having tripolar moods with my husband because he wont talk ...am i still just mourning the last baby ..*shrugs*..im rambling here ladies im sorry ...but thing is..
I am late now..my last period was Dec 12th..i dont keep track but i thinkkkk i should of been on last week..so now im days late and we did a test..3 infact all negative...whats goin on?..ive felt poorly last week ..raging headaches..tired...tummy cramps...backache....isnt it weird ..last year when i didnt know i was pregnant didnt notice a thing cept my boobs getting massive n even then just thought i was putting on weight!!..and now every lil twinge is...am i pregnant!!![wall2 :wall2: :wall2:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_brickwall.gif)
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my midwife was so great told me "lots are havign babies in their 40s"..the doc at the hopsital however was...did i really want it? was i thinking what i was doing etc etc n made me feel awful
......i have high blood pressure and im 41 now and im worrid what people will say n think and .....HELPPPP!!!
Im not sure theres a *worse* point to all this but...my lil blessing was due feb 25th..a year to the day mum died ...im really struggling right now![Frown :( :(](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Heres my story in Short..last year i found out i was pregnant after 19 yrs !huge shock ..wed just gotten used to the idea ..and as my husband left the country to finish up some work ..i went to my hospital appointment..he wanted to do a scan ..i didnt my bf wasnt there !!The doc did the scan ...and then my world fell apart..my lil blessing had died..id had a missed misscarriage..i was 11 weeks on
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I never thought id have any more..never really wanted any more..was happy wth my two grown up children and my beautiful grandaughter...and now?my now husband..we tried...last month...weve been having unprotected sex since he returned..n my monthly returned back to normal after the m/c...and now? now im late....and i dont know how i feel ....ive gone through the cant look at women pregnant or talk about it..not even women on eastenders!..to having tripolar moods with my husband because he wont talk ...am i still just mourning the last baby ..*shrugs*..im rambling here ladies im sorry ...but thing is..
I am late now..my last period was Dec 12th..i dont keep track but i thinkkkk i should of been on last week..so now im days late and we did a test..3 infact all negative...whats goin on?..ive felt poorly last week ..raging headaches..tired...tummy cramps...backache....isnt it weird ..last year when i didnt know i was pregnant didnt notice a thing cept my boobs getting massive n even then just thought i was putting on weight!!..and now every lil twinge is...am i pregnant!!
![wall2 :wall2: :wall2:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_brickwall.gif)
![wall2 :wall2: :wall2:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_brickwall.gif)
my midwife was so great told me "lots are havign babies in their 40s"..the doc at the hopsital however was...did i really want it? was i thinking what i was doing etc etc n made me feel awful
Im not sure theres a *worse* point to all this but...my lil blessing was due feb 25th..a year to the day mum died ...im really struggling right now