thank you both for your replies and support it means a lot
i was lucky in bridgend hospital as they didnt discharge me till the babies were moved so i was there 8 days and could spend all my time with them the nurses there were fantastic and gave me a lot of emotional support when i needed it most as we were so far from home i didnt see much of my partner or family now they have been transferred we are having to get used to different nurses and although they are great im missing the support
at last weigh in owain was 4-9 and ryan was 4-4 so they have both gained a bit of what they lost owain was born 4-10 and dropped to 4-5 now up to 4-9
ryan was born 4-7 dropped to 4-2 and now 4-4 so they are doing amazing
we had some great news yesterday ryans nasal tube was removed and he has been taking all bottle feeds all day they said if he keeps going like this today we might be able to bring him home on the weekend
owain still much the same only taking half a bottle and having to be topped up with a syringe down his tube
they did say that if i was uncomfortable with separating them then they will keep ryan there till owain comes home but they are so busy and there are no beds empty at the moment and all i can think about is what if someone else has to go through being transferred miles away from home like i had to as there is no bed available i really cant do that to someone else
i know how hard it was for us i wouldnt want someone else to have to go through that because of us
so we have made the decision to bring ryan home and me and gareth take it in turns to either be at the hospital with owain or home with ryan
please keep everything crossed for us that we get ryan home this weekend and owain is not far behind him
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