LuW
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I've had a bit of a difficult morning. So I phoned up the only other person that knows what happened.
She was great at first, trying to distract me with trivial bits about our move this weekend.
Then she asked what we're going to do with the spare room now.
Honestly I've been pretending it's not a room, it's just a big cupboard (it is actually a double room) to try and make it easier on myself that it won't be baby's room.
She then asked when we're going to try again. It's not even been two weeks, I've not stopped bleeding yet. So I got upset and said that I didn't want to try again. She laughed and said I was being ridiculous.
I told her that I wasn't being, that I knew something had been wrong but kept being told to shut up, then I was treated like crap during everything and that I was told afterwards when I wanted to push to find out more that I'd have to go through this twice more before they'll even think about it because, to them, my son had meant nothing.
She then thought it was 'okay' to say that maybe if I hadn't been so worried all the time I'd still be pregnant.
I can't phone G he's in meetings at work and I've no one else to talk to.
She was great at first, trying to distract me with trivial bits about our move this weekend.
Then she asked what we're going to do with the spare room now.
Honestly I've been pretending it's not a room, it's just a big cupboard (it is actually a double room) to try and make it easier on myself that it won't be baby's room.
She then asked when we're going to try again. It's not even been two weeks, I've not stopped bleeding yet. So I got upset and said that I didn't want to try again. She laughed and said I was being ridiculous.
I told her that I wasn't being, that I knew something had been wrong but kept being told to shut up, then I was treated like crap during everything and that I was told afterwards when I wanted to push to find out more that I'd have to go through this twice more before they'll even think about it because, to them, my son had meant nothing.
She then thought it was 'okay' to say that maybe if I hadn't been so worried all the time I'd still be pregnant.
I can't phone G he's in meetings at work and I've no one else to talk to.