Got Dressed today

[fynemum]

Hi guys, what do you think? i am feeling like i need a focus and i don't know if it will do me more good or harm... don't know how to deal with my feelings. all over the place not the same for 10 minutes in a row..... anyway here is how i feel right now....... no guarentee it will last.
I decided that i would get out my bed and get dressed today. I seem to have lost weight aswell as my bump. so i put on a lovely long skirt and a bright red cardi that i like, just to try help cheer me up. I am trying hard to be upbeat. I am thinking of the future.... I have made some decissions about my house and the way it decorated. My room was just renovated with huge new built in units fitted, to give me more space for a cot...well that was the plan... I hope to try again when i am well enough. Anyway, i want to move things about in the house, I also want to change jobs so i plan to start looking for a new job next week. (I had food poison last week and i am blaming that for losing my baby) Right now i work with old folk and they are always coming down with gastoenteritis.. so i am not going to take that chance. I have also decided that although i stopped scuba diving (taught it too) that i am not going to go back to it... i do love it but i want a baby more.... I am going to improve my diet ...well i will need to with all the iron i have to take....... I am trying very hard to find all the positives that i can in my life right now. I want to get myself well enough to support a healthy full term pregnancy with a happy outcome.
I hope i am not kidding myself .... i am hoping this positive feeling stays with me.... my head has been hurting with crying and headaches.... I need to try a new approach... do you think this is helpful? I don't know anymore....help... Yvonne

 

[loulou1980]

yvonne you do what ever your heart tells you to darling,we will be behind you 110%

 

[missac]

I think you are doing really well, and you should make decisions that make you feel happy don't do abything you don't want to do!

 

[tracey 2]

Hi hun if your happy with it then go for it. It is what you want to do and what feels right for you. I cant tell what is right or wrong but you will fing out when you make these decisions you will know what is right when you do it. x x

 

[Cat&Noah]

I think its an excellent move hun. I know when ever I have been at a very low point, the way I have ot out of it it to think forward and try to improve my life, I think its good to have an initial phase of rest and reflection, and a damn good cry, but then when ever you feel ready you get on and do what you can to make yourself feel happy and more positive about the future.

Look forward not back, things will work out for you, and it sounds like your a strong person and you will get over this. Good Luck for whatever you choose to do in your life.