I'm going shopping with Emiel in Amsterdam today!
I'm so excited, because I'm going to buy new, warm, close fitting shirts that will show off my bump (pics in Tummy sticky thread). Finally I have something to look forward to, and I'm so ridiculously excited. Usually when I actually go out though, I end up feeling extremely uncomfortable after the first half an hour, and feel ugly and frumpy in comparison to the slender, boobless and curvless, Holland girls. I eyeball them so much, I get this feel Emiel is too - WHEN HE OBVIOUSLY ISN'T, AND HAS MADE IT CLEAR HE LIKES MY CURVES MORE. He has always been stick thin and is very insecure about that, and has told me countless times he doesn't find skin and bone attractive because he himself is a skeleton.
I know I am kind of rambling, but actually reminding myself kind of helps me keep my confidence, eeep.
I don't even know where I should look for a nice top either, and my hips have been bothering me lately... but whatever, I am gonna have a good time, and I'm gonna get some nice tops, and I'm gonna buy my mother a nice birthday gift. Nothing will stop me.
How active can you girls stay? Amsterdam is a good hour and a half away by bus and tram, plus we'll be walking all over the city. I haven't been there since early pregnancy, because I was afraid I'd end up throwing a temper tantrum from exhaustion and moodiness!
Also, any other of you bought new clothes to show off your bump?
I am just over the moon about mine, so I can't stop thinking about it.



I don't even know where I should look for a nice top either, and my hips have been bothering me lately... but whatever, I am gonna have a good time, and I'm gonna get some nice tops, and I'm gonna buy my mother a nice birthday gift. Nothing will stop me.

How active can you girls stay? Amsterdam is a good hour and a half away by bus and tram, plus we'll be walking all over the city. I haven't been there since early pregnancy, because I was afraid I'd end up throwing a temper tantrum from exhaustion and moodiness!
Also, any other of you bought new clothes to show off your bump?
