just the last couple of days ive started to feel excited about the baby coming. I think cos before i was so stressed about the uncertainty in my life i couldnt get excited,and time ticking was a bad thing.
But now we have some positive movements on the business front and combined with knowing i'll be home for the birth, I feel a lot less anxious about the future.
I feel more like we'll cope, even if it we will have to be travelling with the baby a few months, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Of course it could all still come crashing down like our last plan!!!! but for now theres hope....and suddenly, im looking forward to having our little baby soon
But now we have some positive movements on the business front and combined with knowing i'll be home for the birth, I feel a lot less anxious about the future.
I feel more like we'll cope, even if it we will have to be travelling with the baby a few months, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Of course it could all still come crashing down like our last plan!!!! but for now theres hope....and suddenly, im looking forward to having our little baby soon