i was so determined to breastfeed i did not buy one single bottle, no formula, no sterilizer, nothing. i purposely made it impossible for myself to give up!
i knew it was gonna be difficult, but even i was suprised at just HOW hard it is those first few days. if i'd had the bottles in, i wouldve given up on day 2 or 3 probably.
i only carried on because i'd forced myself to persevere- if i didnt my baby would starve! LOL i am hard on myself sometimes! but i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad i did. breastfeeding is one of the most amazing, rewarding, intimate and beautiful things its possible to do. i did it for 8 months and its one of the best decisions i ever made.
'tis up to u tho, i think i'm in the minority probably, most folk do get bottles in for back-up. i warn u tho, its so easy to give in when the option is there. if u live in the city, its safe to do what i did coa theres always a 24 hour shop not too far away u can go buy formula from. but if ur out in the sticks maybe get some in just in case ur one of the 2% who dont make any milk and ur in real trouble!
good luck!