Wow, what a weird last few days, i dont know exactly whats wrong with me but it started friday night-ish. Hubby came home from work and i had a very tiring day, nothing physical, there was no reason for me to be hormonal or emotional, i just felt like poo and that i wanted to curl up in bed all day. i didint have much to say to OH. i got up the next morn and felt the same. OH normally dosnt work weekends but had to this sat and sun so it realy has made me loose track of my days. i feel so crappy and like i dont want to speak to anyone, or do anything i feel so ugly and tired and smells are really getting to me. OH has been sweating in his sleep this week and iv had no energy to wash the sheets and get on with the laundry so ended up on the couch lastnight just coz i was so fed up and couldnt stand the smell of our bedroom which it probably dosnt even smell at all. even the smell of the carrots and dip i took up to bed made me wake up and move them lastnight. anyway so i decided to cheer me up i would invite my friend over whos got a 7 week old baby girl and i just wanted so badly to hold a new baby. so Jana came over and i had snuggles with her little one and sat in babys nursery showing her the baby bits i had got as she wanted to see. the whole night i was getting really sore cramps in my lower bump, back and bum
i dont know why but it was really draining and upset me. i feel so crappy and woke up this morning just wanting to pull my hair out as i know theres alot to get on with today and i just DO NOT have any sorts of energy. i actually feel like theres something wrong with me im aching and my social skills have just died overnight
OHs dad came over to say hi yesterday and normaly im well up for visitors and am a happy bubbly person. i think he noticed and i felt so bad i just didnt want to see anyone. im fed up with going to the toilet every few mins too. i think i poop more than i pee!!
i feel so weak im like a zombie. totaly not myself at all.. does anyone else feel like this and how long does it last ??
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