Feeling really down

[Alexis2017]

I haven't slept a wink waiting on the embryologist calling us this morning with an update on how many of our 7 eggs Collected yesterday have fertilised.

I know a few of the women on here who started ttc when I did are now on to baby number 2 and I still haven't even had 1. I took a break from here as it was making me compare my life to others. I come back and then all I see if the same girls I shared the ttc threads with are pregnant again and it send me on a downwards spiral. I don't get why this is happening to me when there is no explanation for it.

I'm just so fed up and exhausted IVF is so hard, harder than I ever expected and it could all, be for nothing. Why is life so unfair. I'd be crazy happy with 1 baby. I'm feeling such a cow for being annoyed at people having 2 naturally with no issues when I can't even have 1 but I just don't think I can battle much longer.

I'm not sure I can go through this ivf again.

 

[Aprilxxx]

Hi hun

So sorry you are feeling so down. Ttc is a lot more stressful than people realise. It really can take its toll.
I understand how you feel I am really low myself over it all atm and get angry over it to.
It’s normal.
Our journeys are all different though. Whenever you manage to conceive with ivf you’ll look back and think this was all worth it.
Really hoping the dr calls with good news for you
Xxx

 

[chattychar1990]

Massive hugs to you hun.
This journey really is a difficult one, and even though you feel like you might not be able to do this anymore, believe me you can!
Us women will do everything and anything to get what we want and I know you will get your rainbow at the end of this I promise!
I am praying for good news for you today.
Please keep us updated xx

 

[EmmaN27]

Sending you a big

IVF is very tough, my closest friend has been through it and got pregnant on her second round. Don’t give up hope, even if it doesn’t work the first time, you will get your truly deserved baby in the end. X

 

[WinterWolf]

Try not to stress (I know, much easier said than done). Stay positive and keep looking after yourself so that when transfer day comes along you’re in the best health you can be x

Yes, you might have to try this again but I think you’re a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for. You’ve been through so much and you’re still going, that tells me you’re strong enough to do whatever it takes good luck, I’ll be thinking of you!

 

[Alexis2017]

Embryologist called to say 6 out of 7 of our eggs fertisled to embryos .

Booked in for day 5 blastocyte transfer on Wednesday

Could this really be our rainbow coming along after all this time.

I just can't even be happy with this news. I feel so broken.

 

[chattychar1990]

Embryologist called to say 6 out of 7 of our eggs fertisled to embryos .

Booked in for day 5 blastocyte transfer on Wednesday

Could this really be our rainbow coming along after all this time.

I just can't even be happy with this news. I feel so broken.

That is amazing news Alexis.
Lots of dust and hugs x

 

[SockVortex]

Embryologist called to say 6 out of 7 of our eggs fertisled to embryos .

Booked in for day 5 blastocyte transfer on Wednesday

Could this really be our rainbow coming along after all this time.

I just can't even be happy with this news. I feel so broken.

Wow! Six out of seven is incredible!

 

[Sunflower1]

Keeping my fingers crossed for you Alexis!

 

[liz85]

That’s such good news!!! Thinking of you x

 

[katie88]

Hi alexis, please don't despare!

I know it's tough but 6 fertilised is amazing! I've just completed my second round of ivf after 3 and a half years of trying and found out this morning we have our bfp. I know it's tough and the last thing you want to hear but try to stay positive. You've done so well so far, you're on your last bit now so just keep your chin up and look after yourself. X

 

[Alexis2017]

Keeping my fingers crossed for you Alexis!

Hey Sunflower, how are you ?what has been happening. Haven't been on here much at all

A x

 

[Alexis2017]

Hi alexis, please don't despare!

I know it's tough but 6 fertilised is amazing! I've just completed my second round of ivf after 3 and a half years of trying and found out this morning we have our bfp. I know it's tough and the last thing you want to hear but try to stay positive. You've done so well so far, you're on your last bit now so just keep your chin up and look after yourself. X

I saw that.... It's amazing hunni. I just feel like where do I get the energy and hope to keep on going.

 

[WinterWolf]

You’re over the first hurdle then! Now let’s hope that transfer goes well x

 

[EmmaN27]

Hi alexis, please don't despare!

I know it's tough but 6 fertilised is amazing! I've just completed my second round of ivf after 3 and a half years of trying and found out this morning we have our bfp. I know it's tough and the last thing you want to hear but try to stay positive. You've done so well so far, you're on your last bit now so just keep your chin up and look after yourself. X

Fantastic news, huge congrats! X