Feeling down

[becks20]

Sorry about this post just feel like i need to vent. Im due thursday and although midwife seemed sure he was gonna come by thursday im not so sure anymore. I havent been sleeping very well, OH keeps trying to cuddle up to me and i have to keep pushing him away and if i turn on my right side i get bad pains so i have to lay on my left the whole night and baby wakes me up at 3am even though hes asleep and wakes up after me I cant seem to go to the toilet either even after all the currys Im snapping at my OH every day for no reason and i feel like i want him to leave me but i dont IYKWIM. Iv realised how close it is till my daughter starts school and i need baby in a routine before she starts school as i cant be breastfeeding in the school playground or have him screaming till i get home Iv gotta try and work out how the hell im gonna get my pushchair up the stairs when even my OH struggles to lift it I just feel like everythings going wrong.

I knew there was a strong chance of me getting post natal depression due to having depression just before i got pregnant,but it wasnt taken into account as my Dr said it was normal as id split with my daughters dad, but now i know ill get it as im getting down already. Sorry again for the rant! x

 

[serenitylove]

aw hun sounds like your having a real down few days big hugs hope baby arrives soon for you xxxxxx

 

[AugustMum]

Ill be keeping my fingers crossed that baby arrives soon for you. I cant imagine what its like to feel a big pressure of trying to get a routine so quickly xx

 

[Lacey's Mummy]

I feel the same about getting the routine sorted! My daughter starts school in September too and I'm already trying to work out a routine with feeds etc so I can get Lacey ready for school too but also have time to pick her up after school!! Hope your baby arrives soon x x

 

[Tasha89]

Aww hun Try not to worry yourself too much. The more relaxed and chilled out you are the better you'll feel about the situation. Take the time you have left for you and only you and get those feet up!
Hope you feel better soon Xx

 

[Rowesb]

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I'm fed up with not even having to consider getting things worked out the other side...

 

[becks20]

Aww hun Try not to worry yourself too much. The more relaxed and chilled out you are the better you'll feel about the situation. Take the time you have left for you and only you and get those feet up!
Hope you feel better soon Xx

Thats very hard lol my daughter is in one of those moods where she knows what gets to me. Iv just made her tidy her room and shes just had a 10min tantrum saying she cant do it herself even though she made the mess herself
i keep getting period type/belly ache pains on and off today and im really hoping tonight might be the night but i no it wont be i feel bad that im this stressed and iv still got 3 days till hes due! Thought you only got like this when your overdue lol. x

 

[Rowesb]

^^ yeah right, this is no 1 and I am not far from climbing the walls... (I think DSD is regretting wanting to come to stay )

 

[becks20]

Lol! I feel abit lost ATM this is the 2nd time iv felt like this today, i feel as though i should be doing something and i cant work out what, is this a sign? its really bugging me lol x

 

[isobel84]

fingers crossed hun!!

 

[Rowesb]

Restlessness can be a sign! (apparently!)

 

[vixforever]

xx

 

[Tasha89]

Thought you only got like this when your overdue lol. x

Hehe! If it's any consolation - I find i'm very chilled out to say i'm 5 days overdue Although I don't have any other kids to run me ragged! lol! I'm just bored and sick of waiting!

Really got my fingers crossed that all these little pains you're getting turn into something much bigger! X

 

[berit87]

I have been feeling down a lot lately too. Trying really hard to keep my cool and not snap at Brandon as I know he is only a baby but I swear his terrible 2's started ages ago. I'm feeling fed up and am horrible to OH all the time which makes me feel even worse and paranoid he is going to leave. Just can't wait to be myself again. Hope it will all happen for you very very soon!!xx

 

[Buttons8]

Ah hun, hope you feel better soon. These feelings are normal and us mums have so much to think about and sort out.